Discussion how many of us are going with SN?

[sevennn]

just curious

 

[ebg]

Me. I am going to drive to some unknown place so I won't be able to call anyone if my SI kicks in.

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

If I can't find N, I will have to find SN. Reluctantly. I prefer N. SN seems way too complicated and too salty, I hate things that are overly salty.

 

[LunarLight]

I am.

I would choose this method. But scared af it will cause brain damage for me. Cause i'm convinced my SI is so strong that I would call authorities to help me, even 20 minutes after i drink sn. So I don't know, it could be too late.

Never heard of brain damage with SN. I thought it was one of the few methods that did not imply potential long-lasting sequelae.

If I can't find N, I will have to find SN. Reluctantly. I prefer N. SN seems way too complicated and too salty, I hate things that are overly salty.

Well, it's going to be hard to source N, even if you go to South America.

 

[littletoomuch]

I was planning with CO when I started suffering with depression 10 years ago and switched to SN after I found this forum

 

[disjectamembra]

hopefully i will

 

[Plato'sCaveDweller]

Me. With any luck, it'll be my bus ticket out of here. Finally...

 

[alienfreak]

I'm going for hanging and already have a rope but i havent tested with it yet. I feel like it should be fine. I dont care even if im in a lot of pain for a few minutes because it's nothing compared to the pain of living for decades longer. But i suppose it is possible that there will be some SI response that will change my mind once i actually try

 

[sevennn]

I'm going for hanging and already have a rope but i havent tested with it yet. I feel like it should be fine. I dont care even if im in a lot of pain for a few minutes because it's nothing compared to the pain of living for decades longer. But i suppose it is possible that there will be some SI response that will change my mind once i actually try

i wanted partial. but live with family. bummer

 

[wren-briar]

It's one of the two methods that I'm seriously considering at this moment, the other being night-night.

I also haven't ruled out eyedrops, but when I checked, none of the ones at the store had the correct active ingredient.

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

Well, it's going to be hard to source N, even if you go to South America.

Hard? Yes. Impossible? I doubt it. I have nothing else to lose so going to give it a shot.

 

[LunarLight]

Hard? Yes. Impossible? I doubt it. I have nothing else to lose so going to give it a shot.

It's not impossible yet. But you better speak Spanish fluently and have a forged prescription! Authorities are aware of suicide tourism and more and more agrovet stores turn you away when you ask for Halatal.

 

[CuriousEngineer]

Just to clarify… 6.25% SN in curing salt is not a reliable way for SN right?

 

[LunarLight]

Just to clarify… 6.25% SN in curing salt is not a reliable way for SN right?

Nope. The purer the SN the better.

 

[TenThousandTrees]

SN is also my planned exit. The 10-20 minutes of waiting before lights out scares me more than the side effects, frankly.

 

[CuriousEngineer]

Nope. The purer the SN the better.

Can it work though?

 

[Just_Another_Person]

Me.

SN will arrive in 2 weeks. Originally I was going to do this in October but wanted to finish somethings first, then changed to early April of the next year but now I am not sure if that month is a good idea for some reasons. After that I will be able to do it in the end of June or July. I will have all things ready in 2 weeks so if all goes to shit at least I have an emergency exit.

 

[wren-briar]

Can it work though?

Considering the saltiness is one of the contributing factors to vomiting and needing to consume an additional dose or two, and that curing salts are mostly salt, I'd assume you'd run into vomiting issues and hydration issues that outright would prevent you from consuming enough actual SN to do the job.

Also, the fact that every relatively reliable source explicitly encourages >95%, I certainly wouldn't risk it.

You don't state what type of engineer you are (I think we can assume not a chemical engineer ) but, put another way, I am personally considering the >95% purity as a specification that must be met.

 

[LunarLight]

Can it work though?

No. You would need a shitton of it and you would likely throw it all up. Very bad idea.

 

[CuriousEngineer]

Considering the saltiness is one of the contributing factors to vomiting and needing to consume an additional dose or two, and that curing salts are mostly salt, I'd assume you'd run into vomiting issues and hydration issues that outright would prevent you from consuming enough actual SN to do the job.

Also, the fact that every relatively reliable source explicitly encourages >95%, I certainly wouldn't risk it.

You don't state what type of engineer you are (I think we can assume not a chemical engineer ) but, put another way, I am personally considering the >95% purity as a specification that must be met.

A very ignorant electrical engineer

 

[wren-briar]

A very ignorant electrical engineer

We learn by asking questions, experimenting, and learning from others' failures. In our current endeavor, the later is a particularly relevant source of knowledge.

 

[davidtorez]

If I can't find N, I will have to find SN. Reluctantly. I prefer N. SN seems way too complicated and too salty, I hate things that are overly salty.

N don't taste much better from what I've read! Some have called it terminator jizz! Especially expired N which i have , that's supposed to taste the worst of all

 

[Rev346]

Possibly? I was able to find some and have it hidden away. Will need to test it but I'm holding off on opening the package until I plan on using it.

 

[CuriousEngineer]

We learn by asking questions, experimenting, and learning from others' failures. In our current endeavor, the later is a particularly relevant source of knowledge.

What is DMC?

 

[sweetcreep]

i was originally going to ctb with helium but after some more time thinking about it, i've been seriously considering SN. it's more affordable, requires less of a set up and i'm not as likely to make any errors with the process.

 

[CuriousEngineer]

What is DMC?

I found DMC

 

[wren-briar]

What is DMC?

It's a common source of SN that's supposedly reliable in quality.

Details are rarely shared (forum rules), but if you're reading forum threads, bits and pieces of info are dropped, and with a wee bit of personal detective work, and the right search engine, those details can lead you to DMC.

There are also other sources that I've seen mentioned, so if you're looking, I would recommend that you not necessarily limit yourself to just DMC.

 

[sugarb]

What’s your method? (poll)

I saw someone offhandedly say that SN is the most popular method here, which I was a bit dubious of. Thus the poll, as I'm curious as to what the actual answer is. I'm not including every single method in this poll, just the big ones, so don't be annoyed I haven't listed jumping in a...

sanctioned-suicide.net

According to this poll I made with 170 respondents, 35-40% said they're going with SN

 

[CuriousEngineer]

It's a common source of SN that's supposedly reliable in quality.

Details are rarely shared (forum rules), but if you're reading forum threads, bits and pieces of info are dropped, and with a wee bit of personal detective work, and the right search engine, those details can lead you to DMC.

There are also other sources that I've seen mentioned, so if you're looking, I would recommend that you not necessarily limit yourself to just DMC.

Maybe I broke a record. It only took 5-ish minutes to scour threads and then find the source

 

[leavingsoonx]

If I can't find N, I will have to find SN. Reluctantly. I prefer N. SN seems way too complicated and too salty, I hate things that are overly salty.

For sanity reasons, I pretend N doesn't exist. Something so perfect yet difficult to acquire… no no it doesn't exist for real right ( :( )