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DeIetedUser4739

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Apr 21, 2024
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The only thing I could do right now is hang myself or go to the train tracks and jump in front of a train. Two of the most undesirable methods in existence. I really wish I had a gun. 😢
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,733
Hanging and SN are the ones I have. It's stupid that we can't all just get nembutal.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,139
I have SN and I plan to combine it with drowning which I also have access to thanks to living near enough by several creeks, rivers, lakes, and even the ocean.
 
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Saturn_

Saturn_

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
Apr 22, 2024
392
I have SN but don't have meto here just yet :(
 
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hard2exist

Member
Apr 22, 2024
5
hanging is painful Ive tried twice never could do it right. Maybe 3rd time is a charm but its either jumping in the river or just getting a gun when I get ID. Either way its not easy thats the part I hate.
 
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Houkki6404

Houkki6404

しう。
Oct 10, 2023
44
The only thing I could do right now is hang myself or go to the train tracks and jump in front of a train. Two of the most undesirable methods in existence. I really wish I had a gun. 😢
I don't think I have a reliable method tho.
I trying to strangle myself with some kind of rope or towel in an attempt of doing something like the "night night method".
Other than that I could try jumping from my apartment as I live on the 19th floor but I would need to cut the safety net that is around the balcony.
Or I could try jumping from my university building, it's only 3 floors high but the floors are higher than normal so it's kinda like 5 or 6 floors high.
The good thing about the last one is that it doesn't have safety nets.
The bad part about the last 2 is that it would probably cause a lot of fuss and I don't want that.
I would have to find a peaceful time when there are less people around the campus.
Wish me luck!! :D
 
handsbarelywork

handsbarelywork

Member
May 7, 2024
6
I have access to drowning and train, hoping to learn how to hang myself from tree,
 
Kapsyl

Kapsyl

Specialist
Feb 3, 2024
345
I have my nitrogen-mask setup redo to go in my living room, seeing if every day helps with normalizing the fought. Anytime from now I can painlessly ctb within 15 minutes.
Don't really need a second method but if I would pursue it, I would get a hunting license and buy a shotgun or high caliber rifle.
 
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maneose

maneose

Member
Sep 10, 2023
42
for me i was thinking of partial hanging since it seems super easy and not that painful? it's kinda confused me why people use other methods that make them have to fast or seem more distressing. probably just naive but losing consciousness in seconds and just waiting for the job to be done seems awesome, but i'm guessing the huge SI factor is probably why no one really does it.
also would love to have a gun too but the fear of waking up mangled is real... also getting my hands on one would be really difficult.
 
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Time4Peace

Time4Peace

What the hell I'm doing here?
Apr 9, 2024
114
Benzobarbital 35g and Anestofol 20ml (propofol 1g / lidocaine 1g).

Going to up it to 1.5g to really make sure I gtfo.
 
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rotciv

rotciv

Something In The Way
Mar 25, 2023
530
500mg Protonitazepyne and 20g Thiopental
 
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netslayer

netslayer

Member
May 3, 2024
21
I'm considering SN and inert gas. I found all the sources, I'll order it in a couple of weeks when I receive my salary.
 
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Sylveon

Sylveon

??/??/20??
Oct 10, 2023
456
At the moment, rail suicide is my only option, but I'm too terrified to follow through.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Tortured by evil humans
Sep 24, 2020
35,203
I envy those who have the option to die peacefully in a guaranteed way, I really wish I had access to a peaceful poison or instant suicide pill. So hellish and unnacceptable how one cannot just choose to easily die in peace even know there is literally no limit as to how much one can suffer in this existence that was always so pointless and undesirable in the first place.

To have the ability to exist really is just meaningless suffering, only permanently not existing is desirable to me, I wish I never existed at all more than anything, I see no value in the futile and torturous burden of existing as a human. It'd be such a relief if I had the option to just be permanently unconscious, it's all I've ever wished for.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
3,562
Unfortunately the only method that I can access is drowning...
 
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Unicorn_mo7

Member
May 7, 2024
43
I'm still searching as my options are limited with being watched by family...
 
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keg-ireland

keg-ireland

Member
May 3, 2024
52
Just 1 and all ready to use - Hangmans noose full suspension. Just waiting until the time is right within the next few months.
 
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Time4Peace

Time4Peace

What the hell I'm doing here?
Apr 9, 2024
114
Did you guys get these from dark web or somewhere else?
Mine is OTC legal where I live.

The hard part would be to do a proper IV cannula for the Anestofol. Benzobarbital is a long-acting bitch so I will just swallow them up as a backup before injecting.
 
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Dark Window

Dark Window

Forest Wanderer
Mar 12, 2024
548
Train, jump.
 
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Alltheywanted

Alltheywanted

I'll just lay here and die
Mar 6, 2023
331
Jumping, train and drowning. I consider them all but will prolly choose partial hanging.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,073
i have a rope a ladder and a pull up bar that i could use from my attic door to hang myself but i don't want to use that method might look into co method burning coal and placing it in a tent which i can get online within a few days
 
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Jorms_McGander

Arcanist
Oct 17, 2023
478
Basically strangulation is what's available at this point. Night-night method I'll have all the stuff together again just after my birthday. But I put the pressure-points in storage so I need those. I only have the belt with me right now. I also have thin white cordage which has been with me for a decade, so that would be my ligature if I were to strangle right now. But it's less comfy than my nice wide belt
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,426
Every method except guns is a available here in the UK. Our government doesn't care about the sick and poor.
 
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lastsunset

lastsunset

Member
Apr 24, 2024
23
I'm still searching as my options are limited with being watched by family...
Same

For me it's either partial hanging or going to the train tracks when I'm home alone
 
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Unicorn_mo7

Member
May 7, 2024
43
Same

For me it's either partial hanging or going to the train tracks when I'm home alone
The train tracks are too far for me. Partial hanging doesn't work... just hurt my neck and left marks. I am physically a mess and getting worse.
 
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AnonThinker

AnonThinker

Member
May 7, 2024
43
I have about 100 pills of 1 type of med I got for sleeping. I stocked them a while back .
And I'm getting 2 more types of meds tomz. One being a tricyclic antidepressant 75mg x 28 days. Also getting another 300mg x 28 days. I use them mainly for sleeping. Though contemplating asking to up to 400mg and then stock piling the extra.

I take comfort in knowing I have a plan.

I searched high and low for N as well as propoxyphene. Propoxyphene got banned in my country some years ago, so no luck.

I don't have a plan outside of pills. Maybe drive off a mountain pass. (we have a lot of those)
 
Arachno

Arachno

oh no :(
Apr 10, 2023
205
Only train is available to me right now, and I guess drowning too but none of those methods sound really appealing to me. I wish I had a gun too :(
 
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SelfKill

Member
May 7, 2024
39
None. May be train but it's moving extremely slowly as the rails are old, it probably won't work.
 

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