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What are we defining as a friend? I have plenty of people who are nice to me, but how many would actually bother to visit me in hospital if I failed to CTB? That's the real question
I tried to tell a friend that I'm finding it really hard to get out of bed/leave the house, and he just didn't get it... Then again he's also the one who just let me cry on a table in a nightclub. Damn. Why am I surrounded by such cunts?
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I tried to tell a friend that I'm finding it really hard to get out of bed/leave the house, and he just didn't get it... Then again he's also the one who just let me cry on a table in a nightclub. Damn. Why am I surrounded by such cunts?
Depends. Define "friend." I never hang out with anyone. I only have one friend who I ever actually hang out with every once in a blue moon. I have one other friend in addition to her, and I talk to both of them online frequently. Aside from that I have a few people here and there who I am "friends" with but we never really talk. I am alone 24/7 though. If you mean "friend" as in like actual friend where you're always talking and hanging out.....zero. I used to have a bunch of friends back in the day, but once I transitioned I lost everything.
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That is messed up I'm sorry. NOBODY has the right to tell you who you can and can't hang out with. Seems like he doesn't hang out with you much ether from what you said.
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I have a few friends. The problem is I'm so fucking sick with depression that I cannot be in social situations, cannot hold a conversation, am not okay or "fun" to be around. It's agonizing to have this raging fucing hell inside my head & desperate living situation and have to hold that all inside and try to have a "nice" conversation/interaction. Me socializing would be so false. And I do not want to get into such heavy, desperate conversation where I'm talking about depression, meds, suicide.
TLDR: I do have a couple of friends but I cannot be around people in the state I'm in. I feel as though I have no one.
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I have a lot of friends; they're the only reason I haven't killed myself yet. I'd consider around 20 people to be my friends, about half of that to be my really close friends, and 2, maybe 3 friends that are like family to me. Most of them know about me being suicidal.
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Just Barry the spider. He arrived in my room in June and decided to build a web in the worst possible place for catching flies. So I have to catch him one once a week and drop it on his web. He then comes scurring across as happy as can be and spends hours wrapping it up in silk and preparing it.
Problem is summer is over and the flies will vanish soon. I'm not sure what to replace them with, I should have stocked up and put 30 away in the freezer to see him through winter.
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