
dwight
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- Jun 30, 2018
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just wanted to know how many people you know actually succeeded in their deaths? knowing they didn't give up on suicide. I really need the motivation to die right now.
HI. Is looking for a pact wrong then.appreciate some thoughts please.Sorry that you are going through this Dwight, I know how it feels. It's a sure al feeling, when you want to die, but you can't seem to find the courage.
I been trying to have everything ready to be able to ctb at will, but I have some loose ends, it's taking longer than expected.
Otherwise I would of already probably killed myself, I got really close twice, on the second attempt, after a lot of thought I realized there were some lose ends I needed to take care of.
It sucks when you thinking of ctb but your held back.
I don't think looking for a pact is wrong, but there are a lot of homicides done this way, and sometimes one of the partner will back away, and sometimes a partner will feel pressured to ctb and do it even though he might of been having second thoughts.HI. Is looking for a pact wrong then.appreciate some thoughts please.
Thankyou xI don't think looking for a pact is wrong, but there are a lot of homicides done this way, and sometimes one of the partner will back away, and sometimes a partner will feel pressured to ctb and do it even though he might of been having second thoughts.
I think suicide is very serious and personal, and should not be undermined or overlooked, there should be much thought before going through with it. There is much unknown in suicide and one can not be sure if it's the better thing to do.
Even in a pact the option should remain open even until the end, the pact partners should not rush in to making the decision.
That is just my opinion though.
i just cut too deep and didn't eat anything the whole day. The least I should've done was eat to have the strength to carry out. i will be trying other methods tomorrow though. cutting takes too longAre you OK dWight? What happened