Help how many cuts/scars do I need to make to die of blood loss or anemia?

[Yuki K]

Is that even possible? Just a question that popped up in my head

 

[Octavia]

It is possible given that many people have ended themselves by cutting open their wrists, but it is generally seen as an unreliable and extremely messy method.

 

[SilentSadness]

You won't, sadly. As much as I get your desire to ctb, and understand your life must be really terrible to want to use such a method, it won't work. It's so annoying that pro-lifers force us to consider methods like this, simply because of their irrational attachment to their views. Unfortunately, I don't have any better suggestions because there really is no peaceful way to leave this nightmare unless you have N.

 

[Yuki K]

You won't, sadly. As much as I get your desire to ctb, and understand your life must be really terrible to want to use such a method, it won't work. It's so annoying that pro-lifers force us to consider methods like this, simply because of their irrational attachment to their views. Unfortunately, I don't have any better suggestions because there really is no peaceful way to leave this nightmare unless you have N.

but people do die of anemia right? So it must be possible right?
Slicing my wrists open or dying of blood loss is the only way to ctb for me.
Tried hanging but the ceiling fan couldn't take my weight as it was making cracking sounds and there's no such hook or bar that i can use. I can't jump off a high building because the building I live in is a 3 floor building. I don't think it will work jumping from such a short height. Also I'm actually damn scared of that method.
Inert gas, nitrogen or some other kind of fancy poison is not accessible for me. Firstly, because they cost a fortune, secondly because I live with my family, I don't want to cause them harm and thirdly if I get caught ordering them online or buying them in person, they're gonna send me to the asylum.
running into a car or big vehicle doesn't have 100% success rate so I don't want to do that.
I can try drowning but I only lake/pond around here is extremely dirty and it is under constant view of other people so they're gonna find me and think of me as a psycho.
So scarring and slicing my skin is the only way for me. Please help me with this method. Or tell me some other method I can opt for

 

[AVeryLazySloth]

I have scars reminding me of my stupid mistake that happened a little over a year back. It is very difficult to end your life this way, I did it in a foreign country, I didn't get help to treat those wounds after 48 hours it happened and I still survived. I went onto a plane with my arm in gauze/bandages and what they did was give me priority boarding because I limped forward. I got get a bad infection at the nerve ends in my hands but I managed to beat that infection. Now I still see this big purple scar staring back at me. I plan on getting a tattoo that covers it once/if I feel better.

 

[Yuki K]

It is possible given that many people have ended themselves by cutting open their wrists, but it is generally seen as an unreliable and extremely messy method.

It is messy, I had tried it but I don't think I could reach deep into my arteries and veins so it flooped and made a bloody mess in my bathroom

 

[Octavia]

It is messy, I had tried it but I don't think I could reach deep into my arteries and veins so it flooped and made a bloody mess in my bathroom

Survival instinct can be a big problem, and cutting that deep might be too gruesome for most. An alternative method would probably be better if you have access to any.

 

[AK9]

It depends on the structure you cut. Hitting a major artery would result in death within minutes, however, cutting superficial veins, especially at the more distal parts of the limbs would not.

 

[SunnysSunset]

It's possible but very difficult and dealing with the aftermath suuucks.

 

[Fwompje]

It is messy, I had tried it but I don't think I could reach deep into my arteries and veins so it flooped and made a bloody mess in my bathroom

Unless you already do pretty extreme sh, it's real difficult. Your body loves keeping you alive and blood clots/solidifies (idk the correct term in english) pretty quickly. I've seen people cut down to bone yet they didn't die from blood loss. You could look into bloodletting but to die from it is really hard.

 

[RichardFirst]

People have died from blood loss due to lacerations, but it's rare. You'd need to hit a major blood vessel, and that would not come about from just shallow cutting.

There are a far better ways to go, for both you and the person who finds you.