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How many serious attempts have you made?

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    Votes: 22 44.9%
  • 1

    Votes: 6 12.2%
  • 2

    Votes: 8 16.3%
  • 3

    Votes: 7 14.3%
  • More

    Votes: 6 12.2%

  • Total voters
    49
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hmnow

Member
Jul 29, 2025
41
How many serious attempts have you made?

I have had two serious attempts. Third time lucky I hope
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,336
I haven't properly as after all I'm so cruelly denied the option to cease existing peacefully that is guaranteed and it's so terrifying to me how trying to cease existing can go wrong and lead to way worse suffering and torture in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

All I want is to never suffer ever again and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing to finally escape from all future dreadful suffering in this existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake.
 
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fallingbehind

fallingbehind

Passed down like folk songs
Mar 22, 2025
34
Only one but all I did was fuck my ankle up. I was stupid and 11. I thought 20ft would actually work lol
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
759
I stopped counting
 
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SchizoGymnast

SchizoGymnast

Wizard
May 28, 2024
656
After 35 years of hell...I have made exactly zero attempts. Status symbol?
 
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TealBunny

TealBunny

New Member
Aug 11, 2025
2
Haven't had any 'official attempts' yet but scrolling through the methods on here is already making me feel more motivated and better even if I have to order some of the stuff at some point, sure its a little daunting but honestly im more upset by the fact I cant share how excited and relaxed im feeling over it with people im close to. Im genuinely looking foward to it but there's no way for me to express that
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Warlock
Mar 15, 2025
789
I'm embarrassed to say: zero so far
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
2,472
Two for me. One half-baked attempt with chloroform and another with partial.

I'm embarrassed to say: zero so far
Nothing embarrassing about this. It is not a contest. Attempt when you are ready and not before.
 
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Mytimeisending

theendisinevitable
Aug 10, 2025
31
2 that led me to be on a section 3 as a child, but now as an adult I haven't made any attempt as of yet.
 
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