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Deleted member 94

Deleted member 94

Wizard
Mar 24, 2018
696
3 months I withdrew a lot of cash and made my brother buy food and ciggerates during this whole period. I'm still the same I spend 23 hours in the house and force myself to go out to get smokes and food.
 
clocktower

clocktower

anxious
Jun 25, 2020
64
what happened to you?
i was bullied severely, had a developing anxiety disorder and undiagnosed autism. school was hell. i dropped out at 14 and never managed to join society again as my mental health has just gotten worse and worse.

I can really relate to this. Do you still talk to your past friends and classmates?
i talk to one classmate about once a year. the rest dropped like flies when i got sick.
 
NightmareTour

NightmareTour

Specialist
May 13, 2020
398
I think I did just over a year a while back when I was recovering from a serious illness and my immune system was basically nonexistent. Right now I'm probably at about 4 or 5 months if you don't count hospital trips, about 2 if you do count them. Agoraphobic and generally just have no desire or need to be near people, plus my immune system still isn't great.
 
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suicidal257

Member
Nov 24, 2020
52
I can't order booze from outside in this country unlke I order it from abroad, which I don't like to do.

That's why I go outside at least twice a week. To buy booze.
 
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Lotus

Lotus

Experienced
Dec 17, 2019
234
About two months for me. That's when my life started to fall apart and I stayed inside day in and out for 2 months and just slept. I barely ate anything. It's very fuzzy thinking about it now (it was in 2017).
 
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Marchioness

Marchioness

Eternal sleep
Feb 17, 2020
296
Hard to say. Every so many years I'll have a really bad depression and not work or go anywhere outside. The worst was 9 months. I stayed in a room and only came out to use the restroom/shower or get food and bring it back in the room. I didn't bother brushing my hair and it turned into a matted mess.
 
Deleted member 94

Deleted member 94

Wizard
Mar 24, 2018
696
How did you manage that, do you have support from family to do the usual errands like shopping etc. My brother looked out for me for 3 months when I became a complete shut in. I was completely in shock when I went outside after that time and saw election posters everywhere, I didn't even know it was election time.
 

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