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Samael96

Samael96

It is not death, but dying, which is terrible.
Jun 12, 2021
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So do we have a perfect estimate of how long does it take to go after ingesting 20-25gr (is it 20 or 25? i forget every time) of SN in 50-100ml of water? Because reading all this time I've "seen" people pass out and go in 10 min, some in 30min, i have yet to read someone waited for hrs tho(?)
To give more info, i'd have 3 hrs basically and i'm wondering if that is enough and 100% sure

Plan is just having last dinner at 18:30/19:00, sleep the night and then ingesting at 13:30-14:00 with the prior use of 30gr of Meto 1 hr before
 
EmptyBottle

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So do we have a perfect estimate of how long does it take to go after ingesting 20-25gr (is it 20 or 25? i forget every time) of SN in 50-100ml of water? Because reading all this time I've "seen" people pass out and go in 10 min, some in 30min, i have yet to read someone waited for hrs tho(?)
To give more info, i'd have 3 hrs basically and i'm wondering if that is enough and 100% sure

Plan is just having last dinner at 18:30/19:00, sleep the night and then ingesting at 13:30-14:00 with the prior use of 30gr of Meto 1 hr before
there isn't a perfect estimate, I saw a timeline say 40 mins (ppeh 2025) but ofc can be somewhat faster or slower, I doubt one would have a pulse after 3h tho (assuming no interventions before, etc)
 
Samael96

Samael96

It is not death, but dying, which is terrible.
Jun 12, 2021
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there isn't a perfect estimate, I saw a timeline say 40 mins (ppeh 2025) but ofc can be somewhat faster or slower, I doubt one would have a pulse after 3h tho (assuming no interventions before, etc)
That's also what i was thinking but there is also a concern that, due to possibilities of vomiting (even by using meto the chances are never zero) i might just collapse and then wake up when it's too late to try again.
I have a chance of waiting for a day when my hrs alone become 7, but it's kinda hard to fit and it would also mean waking up really early in the morning
 
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EmptyBottle

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That's also what i was thinking but there is also a concern that, due to possibilities of vomiting (even by using meto the chances are never zero) i might just collapse and then wake up when it's too late to try again.
I have a chance of waiting for a day when my hrs alone become 7, but it's kinda hard to fit and it would also mean waking up really early in the morning
People have passed away even with vomiting, since by the time one's stomach is cleared, enough SN has absorbed. Maybe the timeline gets more minutes, idk... or asphyxiation if unconscious speeds the zeroing of one's pulse.

PS: What makes you wish for CTB?
 
Samael96

Samael96

It is not death, but dying, which is terrible.
Jun 12, 2021
71
People have passed away even with vomiting, since by the time one's stomach is cleared, enough SN has absorbed. Maybe the timeline gets more minutes, idk... or asphyxiation if unconscious speeds the zeroing of one's pulse.

PS: What makes you wish for CTB?
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-story-of-samael.68981/ i guess this pretty much sums it up


What you said it's true tho.. and with my fasting it should be perfect for the ingestion.
Was it 20 or 25gr in the ppeh?
 
EmptyBottle

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https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-story-of-samael.68981/ i guess this pretty much sums it up


What you said it's true tho.. and with my fasting it should be perfect for the ingestion.
Was it 20 or 25gr in the ppeh?
I think the SN bible has more precise dosing... but 25g is a rough estimate, seems to be over the fatal dose, but not too much that it has no added effect (of speeding demise)

Feel free to answer my question if u wish, or say "no answer".
 
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Samael96

Samael96

It is not death, but dying, which is terrible.
Jun 12, 2021
71
I think the SN bible has more precise dosing... but 25g is a rough estimate, seems to be over the fatal dose, but not too much that it has no added effect (of speeding demise)

Feel free to answer my question if u wish, or say "no answer".
Your question about why i wanna ctb? I did answer! It's in the link above, that's the first post i made on this site explaining basically why
 
EmptyBottle

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Your question about why i wanna ctb? I did answer! It's in the link above, that's the first post i made on this site explaining basically why
ohhh, idk how I skipped seeing the link, oops :3
 
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