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WantingtoLeave

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Jun 13, 2025
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You are reading this, so I am now dead. I have ended my life. Trust me, this was not done to hurt you, As I am writing this, I love you so much. This was done because I feared living too much to continue. Consider that everyone dies eventually and that you could not have guaranteed I would not have died in an accident.

I hope I will move onto another plane of existence and I hope you will one day join me on that plane. If I do move onto another plane, I will miss you so fucking much until I see you again.

Please, donate all viable organs. James and Dad should decide how to divide my possessions. Consider donating whatever you can to charity. The only outstanding debt I had was $300 to the YMCA.

Keep my funeral as cheap as possible. Forego embalming and even a casket. Wrap my mortal coil in a blanket and bury it at Campground Cemetery in Arkansas. However, go all-out for my wake. I suggest serving barbecued ribs as those were my favorite food and German wheat beer as that was my favorite beer. Please, play Even in Death by Evanescence at my funeral. Also, consider playing Death is Not the End by Bob Dillion.

Please, don't grieve too much. I have found peace. Again, I hope to see you again somehow, somewhere, sometime.

It breaks my heart into a million pieces needing to write this.

With love:
Bear
 
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Linda

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That sounds fine. Just one slightly pedantic point. In

I hope I will move onto another plain of existence and I hope you will one day join me on that plain. If I do move onto another plain, I will miss you so fucking much until I see you again.

you mean "plane" not "plain".
 
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justaperfectday

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Oct 26, 2023
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I think it's solid. Maybe add in some words to lift blame for those close to you, if that rings true in your journey. I copied these from a post on SaSu, apologies for not giving credit to source, didn't note that:

Examples:
• "Please don't wonder what you missed. You didn't miss anything."
• "I love you. That's never been the problem."
• "You were good to me. This isn't about you failing—it's about me needing peace."
 
TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
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That is a heartwarming note and I'm glad you are able to express your feelings and I hope that your family will be able to find peace as you have wished and honor your wishes after your death.
 
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dontwakemeup

Paragon
Nov 11, 2024
919
You are reading this, so I am now dead. I have ended my life. Trust me, this was not done to hurt you, As I am writing this, I love you so much. This was done because I feared living too much to continue. Consider that everyone dies eventually and that you could not have guaranteed I would not have died in an accident.

I hope I will move onto another plane of existence and I hope you will one day join me on that plane. If I do move onto another plane, I will miss you so fucking much until I see you again.

Please, donate all viable organs. James and Dad should decide how to divide my possessions. Consider donating whatever you can to charity. The only outstanding debt I had was $300 to the YMCA.

Keep my funeral as cheap as possible. Forego embalming and even a casket. Wrap my mortal coil in a blanket and bury it at Campground Cemetery in Arkansas. However, go all-out for my wake. I suggest serving barbecued ribs as those were my favorite food and German wheat beer as that was my favorite beer. Please, play Even in Death by Evanescence at my funeral. Also, consider playing Death is Not the End by Bob Dillion.

Please, don't grieve too much. I have found peace. Again, I hope to see you again somehow, somewhere, sometime.

It breaks my heart into a million pieces needing to write this.

With love:
Bear
This is a beautiful note. You don't seem to be in distress as I was reading it. You appeared to be looking forward to whatever is next, just not this plane. You explained your reason clearly. You even gave the reader opportunities to smile and laugh as you joke about BBQ at your funeral and playing Evanescence. This note will be read a million times as your loved ones will continue to try to understand the why and how did this happen. There is no right or wrong way to say goodbye. We will all say goodbye in time.
 
brokenspirited

brokenspirited

Great Mage
May 20, 2025
577
You are reading this, so I am now dead. I have ended my life. Trust me, this was not done to hurt you, As I am writing this, I love you so much. This was done because I feared living too much to continue. Consider that everyone dies eventually and that you could not have guaranteed I would not have died in an accident.

I hope I will move onto another plane of existence and I hope you will one day join me on that plane. If I do move onto another plane, I will miss you so fucking much until I see you again.

Please, donate all viable organs. James and Dad should decide how to divide my possessions. Consider donating whatever you can to charity. The only outstanding debt I had was $300 to the YMCA.

Keep my funeral as cheap as possible. Forego embalming and even a casket. Wrap my mortal coil in a blanket and bury it at Campground Cemetery in Arkansas. However, go all-out for my wake. I suggest serving barbecued ribs as those were my favorite food and German wheat beer as that was my favorite beer. Please, play Even in Death by Evanescence at my funeral. Also, consider playing Death is Not the End by Bob Dillion.

Please, don't grieve too much. I have found peace. Again, I hope to see you again somehow, somewhere, sometime.

It breaks my heart into a million pieces needing to write this.

With love:
Bear
Well done!
 
telekon

telekon

Arcanist
Feb 5, 2025
404
You are reading this, so I am now dead. I have ended my life. Trust me, this was not done to hurt you, As I am writing this, I love you so much. This was done because I feared living too much to continue. Consider that everyone dies eventually and that you could not have guaranteed I would not have died in an accident.

I hope I will move onto another plane of existence and I hope you will one day join me on that plane. If I do move onto another plane, I will miss you so fucking much until I see you again.

Please, donate all viable organs. James and Dad should decide how to divide my possessions. Consider donating whatever you can to charity. The only outstanding debt I had was $300 to the YMCA.

Keep my funeral as cheap as possible. Forego embalming and even a casket. Wrap my mortal coil in a blanket and bury it at Campground Cemetery in Arkansas. However, go all-out for my wake. I suggest serving barbecued ribs as those were my favorite food and German wheat beer as that was my favorite beer. Please, play Even in Death by Evanescence at my funeral. Also, consider playing Death is Not the End by Bob Dillion.

Please, don't grieve too much. I have found peace. Again, I hope to see you again somehow, somewhere, sometime.

It breaks my heart into a million pieces needing to write this.

With love:
Bear
You are so lucky to have people to love you and possibly follow your instructions. I know if I wrote a note like this my family would just throw it out and laugh. Anyways, you seem like a pretty awesome dude.
 
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