How is everyone spending their last days?

[ilovebudgie]

Just curious, I'm starting to plan how I'll spend the remainder of my money (no beneficiaries, friends or family) and want to see what others will do with theirs. Is it just gonna be another average set of days in your life, or are you gonna check off any bucket list things? Will you doll yourself up/put on your best suit? Are you planning on leaving a note? Last meal? If you want to link me to your post I'd be happy to read or you can reply to this thread with as much detail as you wanna give!

 

[|nobody|]

I'm k-holing in my sister's basement every day. It's been weird. I don't have anything I want to do. I'm not sure why I'm waiting for my planned day besides wanting to take the decision very seriously. Maybe I'm waiting or looking for some sort of revelation

 

[SMxj9]

When i'm not completely exausted i'm organizing things, like deleting digital files or just chilling listening to music or watching something. i have 2 months left.

 

[ilovebudgie]

I'm k-holing in my sister's basement every day. It's been weird. I don't have anything I want to do. I'm not sure why I'm waiting for my planned day besides wanting to take the decision very seriously. Maybe I'm waiting or looking for some sort of revelation

I'm sorry to hear you're stuck in that state even if you don't have anything in particular you want to accomplish, is there anything besides k bringing you some relief? Maybe music or a peice of media? I've been listening to ABBA's Arrival a lot recently, it's very nostalgic for me, helps me feel down to earth

When i'm not completely exausted i'm organizing things, like deleting digital files or just chilling listening to music or watching something. i have 2 months left.

That's a great way to stay occupied, I've been doing the same!

 

[PenPen<3]

Just curious, I'm starting to plan how I'll spend the remainder of my money (no beneficiaries, friends or family) and want to see what others will do with theirs. Is it just gonna be another average set of days in your life, or are you gonna check off any bucket list things? Will you doll yourself up/put on your best suit? Are you planning on leaving a note? Last meal? If you want to link me to your post I'd be happy to read or you can reply to this thread with as much detail as you wanna give!

I dont usually do much which might contribute to all the times I backed out. When I was younger I would organize all my journal entries onto a USB because I wanted to feel like people would understand me after I died, but my most recent attempt had no fanfare, no goodbyes, just a scribbled note and apology.

 

[ilovebudgie]

I dont usually do much which might contribute to all the times I backed out. When I was younger I would organize all my journal entries onto a USB because I wanted to feel like people would understand me after I died, but my most recent attempt had no fanfare, no goodbyes, just a scribbled note and apology.

Seeking understanding before and through death feels like a puzzle. I hope you are able to recieve the understanding you have been denied of. I hope things work out for you, life is very unfair it sounds like you've been struggling for a long time, I wish you the best

 

[ILoveCats2]

I will be getting rid of a few papers and that's all. I'm doing it early in the morning so I won't be doing a lot.

 

[PanaxMan]

Just curious, I'm starting to plan how I'll spend the remainder of my money (no beneficiaries, friends or family) and want to see what others will do with theirs. Is it just gonna be another average set of days in your life, or are you gonna check off any bucket list things? Will you doll yourself up/put on your best suit? Are you planning on leaving a note? Last meal? If you want to link me to your post I'd be happy to read or you can reply to this thread with as much detail as you wanna give!

Going to a library and not eating anything and sleeping in a sleeping bag over and over and consuming media and getting little dopamine hits thru anime and music

 

[SoverignDreamer97]

One day at a time.

 

[here_for_now]

Trying to be more at peace and accept my situation won't change and it's ok to ctb and I shouldn't feel guilty leaving behind family I mean I do but I shouldn't I just wish I could've done more to make humanity a better place before my short life to end

 

[silentroom123]

I'm just pretending like I'm not going to ctb whilst preparing my plan. I think I'm trying to accept what's going to happen. My body doesn't seem to realize what's going to happen as I'm not anxious about it.

 

[SDB]

When i'm not completely exausted i'm organizing things, like deleting digital files or just chilling listening to music or watching something. i have 2 months left.

2 months left? Until you decide to go?

 

[SMxj9]

2 months left? Until you decide to go?

Yes, i hope i don't change my mind.

 

[Kanau_Nano]

Spend all my money doing whatever I find fun, like drugs, restaurants, musuems, hiking, bars, lots of stuff. First I would spend lots of time with my family. Buy them nice stuff go on a trip or something