How i feel when people post their turn to ctb

[chronicpainnomore]

I feel like we're astronauts, waiting for our turn to blast off to a better place. No, I don't believe in an afterlife. I believe a void of nothingness is still better than misery on Earth. I can't wait for my turn.

 

[AntiLifeEric]

Hell yeah, man.

 

[Definitelyworried]

I feel scared, but I'm strongly considering it in hope that my fear will vanish along with every other feeling.
If there is no afterlife I don't mind that, but if I end up in a worst place (hell) then this would be useless. I hope there is a heaven for everyone.
Honestly I wish I never existed.
Then I would not have to go through all of this.

 

[goggleboxers]

I feel scared, but I'm strongly considering it in hope that my fear will vanish along with every other feeling.
If there is no afterlife I don't mind that, but if I end up in a worst place (hell) then this would be useless. I hope there is a heaven for everyone.
Honestly I wish I never existed.
Then I would not have to go through all of this.

You can be rest assured that God doesent exist have s listen to Ricky Gervais take on if the world started again science would make discoveries but there would doubtless be religion

 

[Definitelyworried]

After 3 to 4 hours of thinking about it, I could not go through ctb tonight.
Another painful day tomorrow.
Probably will be thinking about it again tomorrow.
This sucks.

 

[AveryConure]

I may have to delay it for another year, as frustrating as that is. I'm still researching methods and making "aftercare" plans for my family and friends cause if I want to attempt it for the umpteenth time I actually want it to succeed and not deal with pointless hospital bills again.

I do want to go, cause I know there's nothing more the world can offer me at this point. Just the survival instinct and the aftermath of another failed attempt is what gets me.

 

[Definitelyworried]

I may have to delay it for another year, as frustrating as that is. I'm still researching methods and making "aftercare" plans for my family and friends cause if I want to attempt it for the umpteenth time I actually want it to succeed and not deal with pointless hospital bills again.

I do want to go, cause I know there's nothing more the world can offer me at this point. Just the survival instinct and the aftermath of another failed attempt is what gets me.

I got hospitalized too, but just wondering how long were you hospitalized and how much was the bill? I hope you don't mind me asking.

 

[AveryConure]

I got hospitalized too, but just wondering how long were you hospitalized and how much was the bill? I hope you don't mind me asking.

I had to be admitted for three days for the most part but I was actually in a hospital that was recently being protested due to the rampant sexual abuse happening to the minors. It was filthy and the staff obviously didn't care, and I was stuck there for 2 weeks and somehow the bill was exorbitant for doing nothing but mentally fucking us up.

Healthcare in the USA, man. It's great.

 

[Deleted member 847]

Guys, when you think about it, it's a win - win situation. If after death there's nothing but unconsciousness, then everything was fake, worthless and temporary and it would have happened anyway so you don't lose anything (unless your life was awesome, in that case you wouldn't be here in the first place) and if there's an afterlife you get to live as an immortal spirit and fulfill all of your desires.