How far I have fallen.

[HFK40000]

Yesterday was my birthday and I saw a few of my friends. It was nice and I had fun but, I can't help but think about last year. One year ago I spent the night at home with my girlfriend who was the love of my life. We had a fun night together and we ended it by having sex for the first time since we started dating. I now think about how she is no longer in my life and how she is never coming back. I miss her so much and I think about all the things I did wrong and I would give anything to go back and do it differently. I really do love her and I would do anything to just have her in my life in any capacity. Even if we were just friends. I truly believe I met the perfect person and I ruined it. I hate that I'm living in a world without her.

 

[iamnotadinosaur:(]

That sounds awful, I hope things get better for you (and happy late birthday)

 

[Manfrotto99]

That is sad, the girl really must of been something amazing. I hope you get the chance to meet another wonderful lady out there and have learnt from your mistakes and get to treat her right this time. She will be a very lucky woman.

 

[HFK40000]

That is sad, the girl really must of been something amazing. I hope you get the chance to meet another wonderful lady out there and have learnt from your mistakes and get to treat her right this time. She will be a very lucky woman.

She was remarkable. I don't know if anyone could come close. If there ever could be another I hope they arrive sooner than later.