NoLightRemains

NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
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As others have said, it's a very individual thing. I fully expect discomfort, and am prepared for some level of pain. I'll be using benzos so that hopefully I just pass out within 15 mins of ingestion, before the worst symptoms start showing up.
 
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freelifexit

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Nov 7, 2021
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Why isn't it common to use bdo instead of benzos to completely numb you?
Not everyone know about bdo, also it's difficult to buy. Where you plan to buy it? Also in this post it says that bdo can cause brain damage.
Most are failed cause of vomiting (not having a second glass or not using meto) or being found, right?
Asking for help, calling ambulance, being found, vomiting and several cases with no reason of failure.
How were they found most of the time?
Recommend you to read this document with description of failed cases.
 
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Not everyone know about bdo, also it's difficult to buy. Where you plan to buy it?
It is legal in germany at least and very cheap.
Also in this post it says that bdo can cause brain damage.
I am not talking about overdosing on bdo, just taking much bdo so that you are in a coma before the sn effects start.
What if they took the max amount of meto and if they vomit drink their backup glass how likely is it to still fail by vomiting?
several cases with no reason of failure.
You mean they just didn't write why it happened?
Maybe they just didn't took enough.

Btw how would you look like after surviving sn?
 
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freelifexit

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Nov 7, 2021
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What if they took the max amount of meto and if they vomit drink their backup glass how likely is it to still fail by vomiting?
I don't know. Sometimes people can't drink second glass because of taste.
You mean they just didn't write why it happened?
Maybe they just didn't took enough.
No, there are several cases when people took enough dose didn't vomit and survived.
Btw how would you look like after surviving sn?
After some time you will look normal, but I don't know how you will feel yourself.
Also nobody on this forum who survived SN wrote about health consequences (except two cases with problems with kidneys), but there are several articles that say that organ and brain damage are possible.
 
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HopefulSleep

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I don't know. Sometimes people can't drink second glass because of taste.
Does it taste that bad?
In the past I sometimes ate a bit of pure salt (I know this is dumb alright I don't do it anymore), wouldn't it just taste similar to that?
What I would do to numb the taste a bit would be rubbing ice cubes on my tongue and using a throat pain lozenges.
No, there are several cases when people took enough dose didn't vomit and survived.
Is there a theory on why they survive?
After some time you will look normal
How long will it take circa?
Don't want my family to see me in a zombie like state.
Also nobody on this forum who survived SN wrote about health consequences, but there are several articles that say that organ and brain damage are possible.
As long as it doesn't make it harder to ctb I am ok, it would just lower my si the organ damage cause it would make life harder.
 
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hopeless87

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Mar 17, 2023
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I've attempted before using this method (I stupidly called for help due to SI) I just remember being really dizzy but I had not passed out. I missed grabbing some reliable SN this time around due to all the regulations. It would have been relatively peaceful if I would have just let it happen. Again stupid SI kicked in, and years later I find myself back on here.
 
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Kittzuni

Pull u close & OD, I'll love u 'til I'm comatose.
May 7, 2023
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I am not talking about overdosing on bdo, just taking much bdo so that you are in a coma before the sn effects start.
DO NOT, I repeat DO NOT take GHB/GBL instead of benzos. That's such a bad idea.

My husband and I used it as a recreational drug a few times. That shit most likely either won't knock you out or cause you to vomit excessively. I have honestly no fucking idea why it's even such a common "date rape drug" as it's not really effective. It tastes fucking disgusting even when it's so mixed with something very sweet (so it's not easy to disguise at all), it's difficult to get down as it acts kinda similar to soap (it's viscous and kinda hard to mix and bubbles) and it can make you extremly nauseous before you feel any other effect. I had to try so hard to keep it down so I would feel something else than nauseous. It's not worth it. After deciding that I shouldn't keep it in anymore as it's clearly not worth it I vomited so much. I also had several seizures, almost bit my tongue off and I had back/neck problems that couldn't be treated for over a year. I don't know what else cause I repressed a lot during that time but I know did have long term issues months after using it.

There is a good reason why that stuff is so cheap and not used more often - it's trash.
 
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DO NOT, I repeat DO NOT take GHB/GBL instead of benzos. That's such a bad idea.

My husband and I used it as a recreational drug a few times. That shit most likely either won't knock you out or cause you to vomit excessively. I have honestly no fucking idea why it's even such a common "date rape drug" as it's not really effective. It tastes fucking disgusting even when it's so mixed with something very sweet (so it's not easy to disguise at all), it's difficult to get down as it acts kinda similar to soap (it's viscous and kinda hard to mix and bubbles) and it can make you extremly nauseous before you feel any other effect. I had to try so hard to keep it down so I would feel something else than nauseous. It's not worth it. After deciding that I shouldn't keep it in anymore as it's clearly not worth it I vomited so much. I also had several seizures, almost bit my tongue off and I had back/neck problems that couldn't be treated for over a year. I don't know what else cause I repressed a lot during that time but I know did have long term issues months after using it.

There is a good reason why that stuff is so cheap and not used more often - it's trash.
What about boofing it instead of drinking?
Then in theory you shouldn't vomit.
 
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freelifexit

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Nov 7, 2021
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From all sn reports that exist how many percent are peaceful, how many percent are painful and how many percent are uncomfortable?
After some time of thinking I want to change my assumption. I think that painful cases can be up to 50%. And another 50% are peaceful and discomforting. It's only my assumption, according to reports I remember. I think everyone have different assumptions according to reports they read.
 
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Zegers

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Dec 15, 2021
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SN is not entirely peaceful, its on a scale of 7/10 so if you are not prepared for some nausea, sore throat and palpitations, you should look for another method. Do you think LE would be investigating the product internationally if it wasn't lethal?
 
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Kittzuni

Pull u close & OD, I'll love u 'til I'm comatose.
May 7, 2023
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What about boofing it instead of drinking?
Then in theory you shouldn't vomit.
Yeah, it would just make you shit your brains out instead. Good choice if you wanna spend your last few moments in agony on the toilet.

You surely want an extremely corrosive substance that literally melts plastic (that's why they sell it in glass bottles duh) in your asshole. It would be an extremely bad idea to boof it.

I've heard about people who had to get their eye removed because they got a little bit on there on accident.

Also, I don't want to be mean but before you ask a dumb question could you please take 5 seconds out of your day to google it first? Some of the stuff you ask could easily be answered by google.
If you still have questions after that go ahead and ask on the forum but some of the stuff you ask is so blatantly obvious that it's annoying to read.
 
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HopefulSleep

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SN is not entirely peaceful, its on a scale of 7/10 so if you are not prepared for some nausea, sore throat and palpitations, you should look for another method. Do you think LE would be investigating the product internationally if it wasn't lethal?
What scale is partial hanging?
Yeah, it would just make you shit your brains out instead. Good choice if you wanna spend your last few moments in agony on the toilet.

You surely want an extremely corrosive substance that literally melts plastic (that's why they sell it in glass bottles duh) in your asshole. It would be an extremely bad idea to boof it.

I've heard about people who had to get their eye removed because they got a little bit on there on accident.
Sorry I didn't know that bdo melts plastic.
I guess it is the same with ghb and gbl, right?
Also, I don't want to be mean but before you ask a dumb question could you please take 5 seconds out of your day to google it first? Some of the stuff you ask could easily be answered by google.
If you still have questions after that go ahead and ask on the forum but some of the stuff you ask is so blatantly obvious that it's annoying to read.
I googled boofing bdo and there aren't much results for it.
 
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sanction

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Mar 15, 2019
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I've attempted before using this method (I stupidly called for help due to SI) I just remember being really dizzy but I had not passed out. I missed grabbing some reliable SN this time around due to all the regulations. It would have been relatively peaceful if I would have just let it happen. Again stupid SI kicked in, and years later I find myself back on here.
Do you mind sharing more details of the whole process/ experience? I am sure it will help benefit lots of people on here, as many people (including myself) wants to do the SN method, but unfortunately 99% of us can only guess and ponder what it is like, since most people who took SN don't live on to be able to share the experience, as they successfully CTB after it.

Did you follow the 48 hour regime? Such as not eating the day before, taking certain medications, etc. How did the first minute feel like? or 10 minutes? or 20 minutes? Were there any after-effects or some sort of damage to your health, since you continued to live after taking the SN? Will be greatly appreciated if you can share more details of your experience. Thanks in advance!!
 
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Thisisme373

Arcanist
Feb 16, 2019
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Do you mind sharing more details of the whole process/ experience? I am sure it will help benefit lots of people on here, as many people (including myself) wants to do the SN method, but unfortunately 99% of us can only guess and ponder what it is like, since most people who took SN don't live on to be able to share the experience, as they successfully CTB after it.

Did you follow the 48 hour regime? Such as not eating the day before, taking certain medications, etc. How did the first minute feel like? or 10 minutes? or 20 minutes? Were there any after-effects or some sort of damage to your health, since you continued to live after taking the SN? Will be greatly appreciated if you can share more details of your experience. Thanks in advance!!
Also interested in this if @hopeless87 is comfortable sharing
 
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sanction

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Also interested in this if @hopeless87 is comfortable sharing
By the way @hopeless87 , hope I did not come off as rude. I just realized I jumped straight to the questions, without asking if you are doing fine. I apologize for that. With that being said, I sincerely hope things aren't too bad. We are all in this together in some shape or form. If you need to rant, or just want to chat in general, feel free to anytime. Or if its exhausting and you rather not share details of the experience, that is totally fine as well. All the best either way!! Take care and much love :heart:
 
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eashanm

God
Feb 22, 2023
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I know of two cases where there was a long, painful death struggle even though both followed the guide exactly. One of them was a friend.
Therefore, I do not consider SN a painless method. I have 500 g of SN , but will throw it in the garbage.

What kind of painful struggle was there?
 
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Orbitc

Sorry for my English
Jul 2, 2023
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3minsdizzy
5minsvery drowsy, responsive
12minsunconscious
15minsdeep sleep / unrousable
25minsincreasing cyanosis
30minsirregular shallow breathing
40minsdeath
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I am also very interested because I will use SN or inert gas. I hope that it will be like anesthesia - you just fall into oblivion and do not feel anything. I have rheumatism and sometimes during periods of exacerbation I have autoimmune hemolysis and exacerbation of heart failure - I feel hypoxia and a rapid heartbeat - probably hypoxia from SN will be something similar like this my feelings. I hope this will last no more than an hour and most of this time I will already be unconscious and propranolol will reduce this discomfort. I've already bought several packs of propranolol.
 

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