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tchaik18401893

tchaik18401893

tchaikovsky
Dec 31, 2022
121
The letter is to my violin teacher. I care about her a lot and I wanted to write something to her.

NOTE: This letter is supposed to be light hearted, I wrote it because I just wanted to tell her the things I could never say. I didn't want it to be sad.


Here it is:

"I will begin by saying I am so, so terribly sorry I went through with this. I would like to say some things before I go, though. I never got to talk to you a lot due to my stupid anxiety. Here are some things about me: My favorite color is yellow. I am French. Bonjour, Oui je connais un peu le Français. I love to watch old movies from the 80's and 90's. I've seen "When Harry met Sally" several times, the most is about 3 times in a month. I love tea, my favorite is Earl Grey and Black Chai. My favorite thing to do is read about composers and their lives. I wanted to be a violinist and study musicology, but I suppose I never followed through with my dreams. My favorite quote is one from Tchaikovsky, "To regret the past, to hope in the future, and to never be satisfied with the present: that is what I spend my whole life doing". I'm sorry, I've said enough about me. I am rather selfish. I think you are the loveliest person I've ever met, and I can say that with confidence. You are considerate. You are kind. You made me smile nearly everyday. I love how you know so much about classical music, I feel like less of a loser because of that. You are genuinely just a warm, kind, welcoming person. I will miss you greatly.

Farewell,
(my name)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,374
Your note is very nice, and you don't need anyone else's approval for this in my opinion, writing notes are a personal thing. Anyway, good luck.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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This is beautiful. ❤
 
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Mr_House

Mr_House

Black Mesa Research Facility (B.M.R.F.)
Jul 14, 2022
196
A kind note, Great writing, You are ready!
 
sueoffside

sueoffside

forget dbt and cbt i wanna ctb
Dec 11, 2019
47
Very beautiful and deeply sad
 
coldblood

coldblood

Small and sad
Apr 3, 2023
11
I would cry if I read that. Really beautiful. I hope you get to enjoy chai and violins forever in the better place
 
ms.astral_01

ms.astral_01

pro choice enthusiast nr. 36.
Mar 29, 2023
289
Very heartfelt and beautiful note. If someone gave this to me, I think I would genuinely cry. I can tell you put a lot of emotion into it.
 

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