How does Marijuana impact you?

[UterEntonaur]

I miss the weed you could get around here that gave you a body-high... I'd usually roll a king-L just before bed and afterwards I'd fall asleep straight away (back when an ounce was £120-140)

It's been so hard getting decent weed since the pandemic, everyone has stardawg (head-high), but that doesn't do anything for me. It's like smoking tobacco. I've been clean since early-2020 because there's no point smoking bad weed. C/H/T/G is very easy to get but I'm not interested in anything like that.

 

[LunarPyotr]

If you mean weed (sold under the name CBD and medical marijuana) with low amount of THC (1-9%) and around 30% of CBD, then I can say that it affected my life positively.
I'm only getting a little bit high but can walk straight and overall it's like flipping an emergency kill switch to my "negative thoughts"..

At this point, maybe I got addicted to it but I don't really care about that as long as I don't have to go back to my antidepressants and don't have to think about anything I eat or fearing of vomiting in the public.


When it comes to normal weed, I never bought it because almost all of those jackasses in germany are spraying the weed with a mix of sugar and water to make more profit :(

 

[g00ldenr00ds]

i am not diagnosed with any mental illnesses, except for social anxiety, but i do believe i have something like c-ptsd or schizoaffective. not self diagnosing, just a hutch.
weed makes me have psychotic episodes. whenever i am high, it feels like there are 4 people in my brain all screaming at me. i have auditory hallucinations and all i can think about are all the reasons i hate myself, and it pushes me to ctb more. it feels like there are bugs crawling under my skin.

so uh.... yeah haha. i dont reccomend anybody to smoke if they have psychotic symptoms from their mental illnesses.

 

[Into The Void]

How does Marijuana impact your suicidal thoughts or acceptance of your inevitable path? Are you more at peace with what's to come? Or do you freak out?

How does marijuana impact your mental health in general? Is it a useful tool for you?

I have a medical card and have been experimenting. And am curious how this plant impacts others.

I can't tolerate MJ anymore. But when I use to take it it didn't effect my suicidal thoughts either way.

 

[Deathbydemo]

For the most part, weed seems to have a positive effect. I find myself laughing at stupid things and the thoughts of suicide get pushed way down. It's an expensive habit though, and I also seem to be building up a tolerance that lessens the positives of it.

 

[Trisolaris]

Before what the psych meds did to me weed calmed me down, made me laugh, even made me more productive. Now it causes agitation and anxiety.

 

[Phoenix]

Stops my nightmares (most of the time) helps my insomnia (combined with sedatives) stops my mood being so erratic, relaxes me (the only thing that does) and calms me down during an episode. It's the only thing left in the world that I enjoy

 

[Dutchyala]

I tried 2 times and both made me feel worse. Even in this I'm messed up. Most people feel good or at least relaxed while I got more anxious.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

Stopped smoking it years ago as it was having a very negative effect on me,but CBD oil is a good thing and really keeps me calm, l currently am using 2400mg/30mls berry flavour and have just ordered 2-30ml bottles of 4800mg berry flavour which will arrive on Thursday!

 

[OblivionSeeker]

I've been smoking marijuana since 1975. I've been smoking daily, all day long, since 1995.

"They" are saying marijuana might ward off cancer. Maybe I'm still alive, from smoking all that pot ha!

 

[die2live]

Not good, makes me paranoid af

 

[Pigeonman]

i have very extreme paranoia and weed is fine, just gotta smoke it slowly at the start to build ur tolerance up and get used to it

 

[LetMeGoPlease]

Well for me it works both ways. It helps and it makes it worse, it's like playing the lottery. The helping part becomes an addiction though.

 

[Michaelwaev]

I've never badly hallucinated on weed but I've been through some stages of can hear people a bit too well episodes. But in all fairness it has calmed me down a lot, relaxed me and as you say... acceptance of your inevitable path it happens at the solonmest of times. I've had a few trips too.

 

[ithappens]

I've been a daily smoker for like 8 years give or take, and it does help with my depression and anxiety a lot. But I've been trying to quit recently because it makes me "foggy" mentally (my memory gets worse except when I am having a flashback or bad memories), and it also has been quite damaging to my lungs. My husband has been wanting me to quit as well, since he sees how it effects my behavior and ability to really form memories or think straight. It's hard though, since I have been dependent on it for so long.

 

[BlankUser]

I would love to try marijuana. But apparently, in my country, you can go to jail for possesing 0,1 gram of weed.

 

[k75]

I don't know. I haven't really tried edibles, but I'm allergic to the smoke so try to just not be exposed to it.

 

[fracturedviolence]

i use it as a temporary coping mechanism but unfortunately i over did it a year ago and i have chs now so i shouldn't even be using it tbh but i mean what's the worse thing to happen from that i die?

 

[AndromedaZ]

It's just about the only thing that works for my PTSD. I have a medical card and it's amazing.

 

[Ch92921]

i am thc non responder never got high. I eat three times Spacecookies from amsterdam, didnt get high. Never red eyes, never laughing never bingeeating.

I bought Spacecookie at Coffee central, and yes it was very disgusting, because Cannabis has a disgusting flavour. Two times I bought from coffee Paradox. Never got high.

I can smoke three joint, nothing.

 

[Celerity]

I had a nightmare trip on edibles once that I will never forget. Going to try again with an antipsychotic handy soon.

 

[Wrennie]

High-concentration cannabis tinctures used to make me feel so relaxed and at peace with existing in the present moment, and they successfully removed the pain associated with the excruciating thoughts that would perpetually plague me. That is, until they abruptly stopped working.

I was overdoing it. I didn't want the feeling to go away. I never wanted it to stop, or for me to be forced to experience the extreme existential dread & self-loathing that is what will inevitably lead to my suicide. But I'm immune now, and so I've started to rely on the "bottle" to offer temporary respite from the daily agonies of my reality. Not a good decision, I know. But what other effective alternatives are even out there?

 

[Hurt]

For me it is relaxing. And it makes me laugh at everything lol

 

[Perpetually99]

I had a nightmare trip on edibles once that I will never forget. Going to try again with an antipsychotic handy soon.

Yes it's hit or miss with me. Sometimes I have the scariest highs that make me trip so badly and rehashes every trauma that has plagued me in the past decade plus. Other times it actually helps me process the trauma and be at peace with it. I guess its dose dependent. Edibles are the strongest. They get processed by the liver and turn into something much more psychoactive THC than if you smoke it.