How do you imagine your suicide?

[Sarainia Angelsong]

Well the way I imagine my suicide, is I'm at a hotel I'm in my pretty white dress as the only thing on me, I have a noose around my neck, take some SN, I kick the chair out from under my bare feet and I pass away, btw I have all that with me now as I got my hotel for 3 days/nights I paid for, going there now and I'm certain my ctb is gonna go perfectly tonight. I ate my last meal an hour ago.​

Well I did try, I took a very good look at every inch of that hotel room the entire weekend devising ideas, the problem was, there was nothing high enough to hang from, all of the lights was round glass bowls, the shower was one of those pull flexible kind so nothing, I looked at the door knobs they were the round kind, I looked at the bed and no way for any full body suspension however at all, I even looked at any form of toilet or towel hanging things just alot of way too low stuff sigh, and I'm not looking for a chance to slip off unconsciously and be alive but very brain damaged sigh...​

 

[apathetic.]

Nothing too fancy. Just some casual walking up to my dear noose and doing the deed. I don't think I'm gonna do any preparation or anything lol

 

[Worndown]

Well the way I imagine my suicide, is I'm at a hotel I'm in my pretty white dress as the only thing on me, I have a noose around my neck, take some SN, I kick the chair out from under my bare feet and I pass away, btw I have all that with me now as I got my hotel for 3 days/nights I paid for, going there now and I'm certain my ctb is gonna go perfectly tonight. I ate my last meal an hour ago.​

You paint a nice picture of your hanging.

 

[onbekend]

It would be ideal if I could die peacefully in my sleep but that's not an option with my method. Either way when I ctb It'll hopefully be real quick, painless, and efficient. Hoping I don't feel too much guilt whenever the time comes too.

 

[VentureOverwatch]

In the middle of the woods at night listening too music as I bleed out sounds like a good way too go.

 

[2messdup]

SN under the stars on a warm night with a cool gentle breeze with lights of a town in the distance so I don't feel totally alone but I'm undisturbed. Soft grass or moss to rest my head when I have to lie down. A tawny owl cry as I fade way. Feeling at complete peace. Not feeling any fear. Just the knowledge that the never ending hopeless roller coaster is about to end and I can stop trying.

 

[Isbel88]

I hope I can do it with a partner. I have two doses of N. I would like to have a conversation with the person beforehand, drink N and just sleep.

 

[gasterblaster]

I would finally stop procrastinating on writing a note. Also I would style my hair that day because I know no one can do it better than myself haha

Realistically, I know there will be anxiety. Partly from SI, partly from symptoms, partly from looking out for any derails from the plan. Eventually I would lie on the floor with my headphones on. I wouldn't like to mess up the apartment too much, and I would want to enjoy some music one more time. I would allow myself to feel, complain, reminisce, dream one more time. Hopefully that would be the last time.

 

[Privateer2368]

It will be infinitely lonely and very painful. I'm not afraid, but I'm so sad that I can hardly move.

I'm going to my favourite place in the forest and hang myself. It's the only place that has any peace for me.

I wish I could be with someone. I nearly died during my time in the army and a young female comrade was there, she stayed with me and reassured me while the others went to get the stuff they needed to save me.

I wish I could have someone like her here for it.

I'm so lonely. I didn't want it to end like this.

 

[Gone soon]

I will meet with my suicide partner. At least I still hope to find one. We'll have a good and expensive last meal somewhere. I'd like to watch the sun go down one last time. Then I'll put on my finest make up and a beautiful dress. We're going to a forest, put our ropes around a branch of a tree, put it around our necks, and simply let go

 

[grungy自殺]

It might be considered big,


It'll be weeks before my 25th birthday (which i would hope i would not make it)

I'll do it in a certain place like an childhood home.

I would have my shotgun ready and have pc ready to rec and peacefully leave.