How do you hide the fact you want to ctb

[melancholia_melodia]

I used to try to hide it, but not anymore. People don't take me srsly anyway, so I make suicide jokes all the time.

 

[kilowatt]

It's not something I have to hide. I personally don't just go around saying I want to die. I just avoid admitting anything relating suicidal thoughts. Tho, lately, some people have been noticing I've gotten worse. I don't know how to feel about that.

 

[Leavesfromthevine]

I've mentioned on several threads now that I'm incredibly thankful this place exists just to be in a like minded community. Nobody can understand the suicidal mind if they've never experienced it.

Finding this community has brought me so much peace and comfort in my final time I have in life. I can't express how appreciative I am of the community and the people I've talked to on here

 

[stoiccactus]

I don't go out of my way to tell anyone but I certainly don't hide it. Even if someone found my phone or my supplies or anything, I suspect they wouldn't care anyway

 

[hi-okbye]

for me i get situational happiness. i can be really happy looking and cheerful in certain moments, it makes it easier to hide the depression, even though deeper down i feel different.

sometimes, even if i'm upset, i'll just put up a smile. is it fake? 100%, it feels weird to do, just turning my lips up manually, but it keeps people from worrying so it works i guess.