Help how do you guys wake up everyday?

[Rn110bg101]

Generally because I'm hungry, that or knowing if I don't get out of bed my mom will make me.

 

[Johnshed3103]

It is strange i plan to ctb this coming saturday, I just feel like should do my job and be able to prepare to take SN saturday tea time.
I get up and feel ok but i just know i can never be happy without my wife so i want to ctb

 

[woxihuanni]

Feeling guilty because I am alive, considering doing it that day.

 

[Bauhaus]

I'm lucky enough to live on healthcare, but the downside is I got really no one to talk to (apart from my parents I see like 2-3 times a month).
The loneliness is especially hard in the late evening/night, since I'm usually fully awake then and it gives me anxiety attacks.
I try to distract my mind with games or TV, but I don't really enjoy them anymore and it gets harder and harder.

 

[Nimbus]

It's hard. Some days I don't want to get up at all. I just lay there and wonder what the point is - aside from the fact that my BF is working trying to keep a roof over our heads. I feel like the least I can do is get up and do some dishes, maybe vaccuum. My 2 cats help a lot too. They get up on the bed and want pats, want to play, etc. But it's still hard. I understand where you're coming from. Just take it one step at a time. If nothing else, having to pee ultimately does it for me.

 

[plough22]

I wake up with dark thoughts and a heavy head, wishing that peace would occur. This is going on for a while. I wake up early, hoping things will get better. Trying to get out of bed, be productive. I worry for myself, I just want impulse and hope I do it right, pain and fear for a minute and then eternal nothingness. I don't need these thoughts, the slapping and self harm, I hate me and who I become. Hate the mornings

 

[gcarb]

I wake up and I just lie in my bed for a couple of hours in my sheet while I surf social media and internet on my smartphone. My mom and dad keep calling me out to come for breakfast but I absolutely despise it. I hate living with my parents and I just want to be alone forever.

 

[BridgeJumper]

With tears in my eyes

 

[spooky]

Don't have a choice :(

 

[Deleted member 94]

I agree. Meanwhile, I've applied three times each to a Target that declined me all attempts and a McDonalds that I have heard nothing back. Pathetic.

Does your CV do you justice, do you have unexplainable gaps in your cv I heard volunteering provides good starting point when job hunting, also 4 application is not enough to lose hope over more like 200 well drafted CV with cover letters fitting the job description and really outlining and matching your skills, even transferable, to the job spec. I know that this sounds a lot but if your problem is unemployment than it's a fixable one. Does your government give free education and social welfare to unemployed people, upskilling can help just doing small vocational courses etc to break out of unemployment sometimes you can get hired by the workplace that offer you experience as part of the course.

 

[_Kaira_]

Does your CV do you justice, do you have unexplainable gaps in your cv I heard volunteering provides good starting point when job hunting, also 4 application is not enough to lose hope over more like 200 well drafted CV with cover letters fitting the job description and really outlining and matching your skills, even transferable, to the job spec. I know that this sounds a lot but if your problem is unemployment than it's a fixable one. Does your government give free education and social welfare to unemployed people, upskilling can help just doing small vocational courses etc to break out of unemployment sometimes you can get hired by the workplace that offer you experience as part of the course.

Should it say enough that I had to look up what CV even meant? As I have said countless of times, I've done nothing with my life. So to answer your question, my whole CV is an unexplainable gap :). It's way too tiring to put everything down on here about my life or my current situation. I have applied way more than 4 times to various things, trust me. That was just an example. I have no skills what-so-ever, so theres that.

My problem never started with just unemployment. It's an addition, as well as cause an effect that adds onto a multitude of my problems. As posted previously in my post history. Even if my issues were JUST unemployment, I still would have no energy or care to try and find any 'free' resource. And yes, I do know of a year long program for business/technology related career paths. I know someone personally enrolled in it.

Sorry if this comes off rude, but at the end of the day I don't want people on here telling me just how easy it is to get a job. If it were a piece of cake for me to do anything I wouldnt' be here. You wouldnt be the first person to try and give me advice on how to get employed, and certainly won't be the last.

 

[Kat!]

School. I'm being forced to finish. :/

I have to get up everyday for my classes, that's all that I have to live for now.