How do you feel about your body after death?

[lucacaro]

This seems kind of silly to worry about because I'll be dead so... who cares. I won't even be able to care.

But still I hate the idea of looking disgusting or embarrassing. Luckily for me I don't live alone so I'll be found fairly quickly but yikes.

Tbh my biggest issue with hanging myself is how I would look after. With my neck all messed up and my tongue probably hanging out. I know with SN I'll be a little blue due to cyanosis but I guess that's not the worst? Before I knew about SN I was gonna shoot myself so I'm sure I'll look much better this way. I'm glad I at least won't be one of those rotting bloated corpses.

There is also the whole funeral thing too. I want to get cremated... I wonder if they have to undress you for that? That's awful to think about I really hope not. I'm also listed as an organ donor but I'm not sure if they can use anything if I die from SN?

The state of my corpse just bothers me. I wish my body would just disappear.

 

[Kat!]

Yeah same. I had plans to just wander into the wilderness for this specific reason, fuck if they ever find my body, I could really care less, I just want to be lost forever.
Occasionally I worry about it but it won't really matter much. I'm not sure if they do unclothe you though, maybe during the autopsy if they have to.

 

[Nightwillalwayswin]

I feel really funny about my body too and even a step further. I don't like the thought of being naked in a cold morgue, I don't like the post-mortem which is inevitable after suicide, don't like decomposing, scared of being buried. I have told multiple people I need to be cremated but what if they forget?

I can't believe I spent hours travelling to the edge of a cliff once thinking I'd actually jump. I could never do that.

It is so irrational and I am aware but it's always bothered me. I've always said I wish I could just disappear in a poof of glitter when I die.

 

[the_final_countdown]

I feel really funny about my body too and even a step further. I don't like the thought of being naked in a cold morgue, I don't like the post-mortem which is inevitable after suicide, don't like decomposing, scared of being buried. I have told multiple people I need to be cremated but what if they forget?

I can't believe I spent hours travelling to the edge of a cliff once thinking I'd actually jump. I could never do that.

It is so irrational and I am aware but it's always bothered me. I've always said I wish I could just disappear in a poof of glitter when I die.

I had the same goal, thinking I'd have the courage to finally pull the trigger when the day came.

How was it like? Staring over the edge of a cliff?

 

[Nightwillalwayswin]

I was a bit out of it to be honest. I wasn't on drugs or anything but I was in a depressive stupor and it was my birthday so I felt devastated.

It had already gotten dark so I was struggling to find the actual cliff edge. It was also freezing and I wasn't dressed for it. I was exhausted and pretty soon after arriving, deep down I wanted to be found and rescued and I was.

 

[Ber0]

I've thought about it, and was set on cremation at first but I heard about donating a body to science, so I'd rather have it be of some use and do that if possible. Not sure of the details or how to go about it though, although I'm also an organ donor at least.

 

[sweetbraid]

This seems kind of silly to worry about because I'll be dead so... who cares. I won't even be able to care.

But still I hate the idea of looking disgusting or embarrassing. Luckily for me I don't live alone so I'll be found fairly quickly but yikes.

Tbh my biggest issue with hanging myself is how I would look after. With my neck all messed up and my tongue probably hanging out. I know with SN I'll be a little blue due to cyanosis but I guess that's not the worst? Before I knew about SN I was gonna shoot myself so I'm sure I'll look much better this way. I'm glad I at least won't be one of those rotting bloated corpses.

There is also the whole funeral thing too. I want to get cremated... I wonder if they have to undress you for that? That's awful to think about I really hope not. I'm also listed as an organ donor but I'm not sure if they can use anything if I die from SN?

The state of my corpse just bothers me. I wish my body would just disappear.

they will have to undress you for cremation. and for an autopsy, but they dont do an autopsy for every single death. usually autopsies are done if the cause of death isn't 100% clear - example if someone jumped from the 20th storey of a building, they wouldnt do an autopsy, cause of death is very clearly blunt force trauma. but even in that situation, the family can still request an autopsy and the legalities of that type of situation is that a coroner would be legally required to comply. i would be surprised if there was no autopsy for a death using SN. they *should* be able to use some of your body parts if you're a donor, maybe your eyes, blood, skin... probably not liver or brain, from what I know of SN thats what I would think.

 

[stygal]

I don't care about the looks of my body after my death - that will be manageable for all parties involved.

I just hope I don't start stinking which can happen relatively quickly - my hamster dug himself deep down under his little hut and died there.
It stank disgustingly right from the beginning and I just thought he left a big turd somewhere and didn't investigate for 2 days. Poor little guy, he died from old age though.

So when I'll be found after a few days the looks will be the slightest of problems...because my methods might involve vomiting, it's going to be summer and I will be laying around 2-3 days. Ewww.

 

[Ghost2211]

I don't care about my body after death at all. I don't care what it looks like or what's done with it. It's not me anymore.

 

[InTheAirTonight]

When I'm dead just throw me in the trash

 

[k75]

I have bad news. You'll be undressed at some point. No getting around it. People are going to see and handle your body, regardless of autopsy or funeral or cremation.

You probably will not be eligible for most organ donation. Maybe corneas and/or some tissue. For all other major organs, you basically have to die at a hospital on life support. They can't take them from a corpse, especially one that's been dead for any length of time.

I don't give it much thought. But I'd like to be presentable when found. I don't want to be a pile of gore. I'd rather not be in a compromising/embarrassing position. I know I'll be dead and won't care, but I hate the thought of people remembering me that way. I don't like the idea of people thinking I'm something I'm not or being one of those grossest 911 stories people tell on reddit.

 

[sweetbraid]

I have bad news. You'll be undressed at some point. No getting around it. People are going to see and handle your body, regardless of autopsy or funeral or cremation.

You probably will not be eligible for most organ donation. Maybe corneas and/or some tissue. For all other major organs, you basically have to die at a hospital on life support. They can't take them from a corpse, especially one that's been dead for any length of time.

I don't give it much thought. But I'd like to be presentable when found. I don't want to be a pile of gore. I'd rather not be in a compromising/embarrassing position. I know I'll be dead and won't care, but I hate the thought of people remembering me that way. I don't like the idea of people thinking I'm something I'm not or being one of those grossest 911 stories people tell on reddit.

i can guarantee you that you wont be remembered as the appearance of your corpse, guarantee you.

 

[DocNo]

don't care at all. i even wrote in my last will, that they should throw my ashes in the next best trash can.

 

[k75]

i can guarantee you that you wont be remembered as the appearance of your corpse, guarantee you.

If I die at home, my best friend will likely be the one to find me. He will remember.

 

[Nightwillalwayswin]

I don't care about my body after death at all. I don't care what it looks like or what's done with it. It's not me anymore.

This is how I know I should feel and wish I felt. I have tried to talk myself into it but it's no use. I guess everyone is different.

 

[lucacaro]

Yeah same. I had plans to just wander into the wilderness for this specific reason, fuck if they ever find my body, I could really care less, I just want to be lost forever.
Occasionally I worry about it but it won't really matter much. I'm not sure if they do unclothe you though, maybe during the autopsy if they have to.

I've thought about killing myself in the woods near my house but because I worry about my body and I'm grossed out by bugs I don't know if I will. Might have to cause I'm gonna text someone who knows my address (could send cops) before I do but... I hate the idea so much. The mental picture I have of myself dead and covered in bugs fucks with me a lot. yikes

I have bad news. You'll be undressed at some point. No getting around it. People are going to see and handle your body, regardless of autopsy or funeral or cremation.

Yeah I figured. Trying to tell myself it will be all professional and no one will care what I look like to make myself less embarrassed about it.

 

[Wrennie]

I used to think that I wouldn't care, but after stumbling upon actual pictures of authentic corpses I came to realize that decomposition starts happening really quickly and is unironically the nastiest thing to ever occur on the face of this earth. I'd want someone to grab my body and incinerate it ASAP. I also wouldn't want anyone to look at my nude body after I died... especially a mortician. I know that they're used to that sort of thing since it's their job, but I also know they're still only human and that they'd most likely internally judge me for looking so sickly at my age. Part of my reason for wanting to die in the first place is to escape people's judgement, so thoughts like that make it hard for me to take action.

 

[Nymph]

I don't really care how I'll look and I guess it won't matter if I'm gonna be dead. I already have in plan to use SN which won't leave me looking very good lol.

 

[Pizarnik]

I get what you say, I feel anxious about it too. Idk, maybe I shouldn't worry, I'll be dead anyways.
But the thought of your corpse decomposing it's definitely triggering.

 

[Pookie]

I don't care. I want to be cremated.

 

[MrBlue]

I couldn't care less what I look like or what happens to me. I hope I get cremated but if would save a few quid they could send me to necrophilliacs anonymous for all I care!

 

[Pookie]

I couldn't care less what I look like or what happens to me. I hope I get cremated but if would save a few quid they could send me to necrophilliacs anonymous for all I care!

Sorry, but I chuckled at the "necrophiliacs anonymous" part.

 

[peacefulhorizons]

I want to be cremated and my ashes thrown into the ocean. Maybe the cute lil fishies will enjoy my remains : )

 

[Livingvsdying25]

In a perfect reality I would be able to control what happens to my body from the time I decide to try to die to the time im actually dead.... but that ain't the reality so...

I've let it go.

 

[heraclitus]

My corpse will be someone else's problem. Cremate me or feed me to pigs, I don't care

 

[Canon1]

You don't care about this once you are gone.

 

[torimandy]

I just really don't care. My advance directive states all remains are to be donated to medical science, and I am an organ donor. Unfortumatly I am so isolated and alone and just paid rent today that they probably wont even find me until next months rent is past due.

 

[lucacaro]

I just really don't care. My advance directive states all remains are to be donated to medical science, and I am an organ donor. Unfortumatly I am so isolated and alone and just paid rent today that they probably wont even find me until next months rent is past due.

As I've seen other people suggest maybe you could try a delayed email? Have it sent out to someone after you die so your body can be found before its too decomposed?
(that plan kind of scares me in case I fail but maybe it could work for you?)

 

[torimandy]

As I've seen other people suggest maybe you could try a delayed email? Have it sent out to someone after you die so your body can be found before its too decomposed?
(that plan kind of scares me in case I fail but maybe it could work for you?)

nope. if society wanted my help in anything they would have made life easier for me. I could care less at this point. Just a bag of rotten meat.

 

[lonerclown666]

i hope some animal dont eat my body but i dont care what happen i will be dead