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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
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Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one's head, and listen to silence. To have no yesterday, and no tomorrow. To forget time, to forget life, to be at peace.

-oscar wilde

It feels so good to picture his description. It makes me want to die now except I know the feeling I get from the quote only exists in the mind of a person who's alive.
 
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Don’tfallin

Don’tfallin

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Feb 17, 2024
42
Imagine having that kind of peace while alive
 
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Captive_Mind515

Captive_Mind515

King or street sweeper, dance with grim reaper!
Jul 18, 2023
697
Tread lightly, she is near
Under the snow
Speak gently, she can hear
The daisies grow.

(after his sister died)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,131
The fact that all is forgotten about in non-existence is why it comforts me so much. I envy those who permanently cease existing, those who are free from this existence are the only true fortunate ones.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
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That sounds so peaceful
 
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lifewasawillow

You’re losing me
Nov 12, 2023
232
Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one's head, and listen to silence. To have no yesterday, and no tomorrow. To forget time, to forget life, to be at peace.

-oscar wilde

It feels so good to picture his description. It makes me want to die now except I know the feeling I get from the quote only exists in the mind of a person who's alive.
I saw this a couple weeks ago after recently reading some of his stuff, he's such a great writer. Hope we can find peace like this one day.
 
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twin size mattress

twin size mattress

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Oct 1, 2023
37
Its beautiful! Agree with the wanting to die but knowing that i have to be alive to experience the feelings this quote gives me. It does make me look forward to dying tho, even tho its unrealistic im hoping my last moments are that peaceful.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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That's what I like about death. As the arrow of time continues on and the entropy of the universe continues to tend towards a maximum, my time, or rather my perception of time, will permanently cease the moment I'm dead. I find beauty in this as I never wanted to exist and be affected by time to begin with. When I'm dead, I will no longer march on with the time's arrow as there won't be a me anymore. It should have always been like this but, now that it isn't, I will always wish for me to permanently cease existing as early as possible
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one's head, and listen to silence. To have no yesterday, and no tomorrow. To forget time, to forget life, to be at peace.

-oscar wilde

It feels so good to picture his description. It makes me want to die now except I know the feeling I get from the quote only exists in the mind of a person who's alive.
To me Non-existence forever is the ultimate bliss
 
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