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Discussion How do you deal with being so crazy?

anopenwound

anopenwound

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Jul 27, 2024
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I know an instant answer to the question would be "I'm not, I'm gonna CTB soon". What I mean is, how do you deal until the moment you CTB.

I wish I could just do it 'cause the knowledge that I'm fucked up beyond comprehension is too much to bear and being around people, pretending to be normal, failing all the time and bringing all this misery upon them is too painful to explain. I wish all the time my brain wasn't so broken. I wish all the time I wasn't broken.
 
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