How do you deal with being a social reject who self sabotages

[disgustedbyhumanity]

Like,,, I just have
Bad manners
Make stupid decisions
No access to non poisoned food or water
Mean/stressed out parents
Poor health
Poor self esteem because of my bad decisions and experiences.

 

[theendoftheroad]

Id comfort myself knowing it's all okay, it'll all be okay in the end when I'm gone. Plus being standoffish makes it easier for people not to miss me

 

[Red.one]

From my experience - try working with youre body. It don't need to be gym. Sometimes it's just tapping yourself around shoulders and legs when you feel bad. Try to feel physically what you feel mentally, and then focus to get the physical tension away.

do you have any hobby?