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Endoflifecomestoall
Student
- Oct 31, 2021
- 120
It is fear of death/si that is making me carry on. That and the fact my life will be worse if I fail.
I'm telling myself that.I have come to peace with the idea of death bc I as well as everyone knows it's a inevitablely. We will all die eventually and we never know how so what better way to die then by ur own choosing and your own choice?
I'm waiting to ctb. I have a neurological condition. Just taking it one day at a timeIf you're scared of dying then it is not your time to CTB. It is not a decision that should be made if you are not ready.
I still have si. The dog keeps me busyIt is fear of death/si that is making me carry on. That and the fact my life will be worse if I fail.
I'm telling myself that.
I'm waiting to ctb. I have a neurological condition. Just taking it one day at a time
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