How do people resist the urge to stop

[permanently tired]

I've been practicing partial and it's uncomfortable. The pressure was on my neck for only a few seconds and my vision blurred a little and I think I could do it in theory, but I stood up. How does one resist the urge to stop the attempt. I've been contemplating jumping too, but don't know where to do it. Any tips are appreciated (for either method)

 

[UKscotty]

It's a question that cannot really be answered my friend.

We stop resisting once we are ready to leave life. Upto that point the SI will find 101 reasons why we can't CTB.