hooman57
kill me
- Aug 13, 2026
- 30
im sick of wanting and escape over and over and over again, i want to actually escape
there are so many places id find peace at over where i am right now
the place i live is so triggering so consistently im always in a tense state of mind
im too easily irritated and saddened
too much goes on that goes so deep i feel it in my soul i cant take it anymore
i would much rather be living on my own never staying in one place trying to build myself up however i can than to stay here and be constantly bombarded by things that make my heart bleed
i have a car, albeit no license yet
i have education
i know how the world and more importantly the streets work
i have a general idea of what to take with me
where exactly i do wanna go
and other things i feel are useful
does anybody think its managable, i truly cannot take the life i live anymore or i wouldnt be on these forums in the first place, im killing myself staying and killing myself is how things will end without change
there are so many places id find peace at over where i am right now
the place i live is so triggering so consistently im always in a tense state of mind
im too easily irritated and saddened
too much goes on that goes so deep i feel it in my soul i cant take it anymore
i would much rather be living on my own never staying in one place trying to build myself up however i can than to stay here and be constantly bombarded by things that make my heart bleed
i have a car, albeit no license yet
i have education
i know how the world and more importantly the streets work
i have a general idea of what to take with me
where exactly i do wanna go
and other things i feel are useful
does anybody think its managable, i truly cannot take the life i live anymore or i wouldnt be on these forums in the first place, im killing myself staying and killing myself is how things will end without change
