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SuperioS

SuperioS

all I want is you now
Jan 16, 2024
69
I'm very close, but I somehow can't try again. My body won't allow it. I think my failed attempt scared me a bit, but somehow I can't make another attempt.

please help
 
Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

There's someone in my head but it's not me
Oct 21, 2024
685
I just welcomed death. I've made my peace with death, and am ready to meet with death. My time here is limited.
 
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SomethingOriginal

Member
Jan 15, 2025
19
I'm very close, but I somehow can't try again. My body won't allow it. I think my failed attempt scared me a bit, but somehow I can't make another attempt.

please help
Why don't you call a helpline and ask them exactly this? You don't lose anything even if you're convinced I'm wrong. You could even ask about others in your situation and how they recovered. I get it that you probably won't want to elaborate on a public forum, this is why I suggest a helpline and because they have most likely heard similar before. Call or text 988 or chat 988lifeline.org if you're in the US, 116 123 if you're UK. (Obviously these numbers are public knowledge, sorry I don't know where you're based).
 
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cotton

cotton

Member
Nov 6, 2024
94
If I had to go, I would, if I gave up the fight against myself, if I gave in even though I told myself to try... But I'd be at peace with death, looking on to an afterlife with much hope... It's not death I fear, but if there is nothing after we die...
 
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Sakura.

Sakura.

NienawidzÄ™ siebie.
May 1, 2024
263
refer to this thread: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/ways-of-making-peace-with-dying.5212/
well written, good points - might help you make your mind up about exactly what you want and how you feel about leaving.

Hello! Tomorrow is your birthday! Happy birthday! I hope you recovered! :happy:

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cagedSage

Member
Jul 19, 2024
9
I don't know....everytime I think I can no longer go forward and this is it something stops me again and again...
 
Zyntkalla

Zyntkalla

Welcome to hell on Earth
Aug 28, 2020
225
I think of things I I would want to take with me when I CTB like thoughts,memories & ideas. I do believe in reincarnation it helps me out even though it might not be true but we don't know only people that have already gone.
 

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