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yuri77

yuri77

Misanthrope
Mar 21, 2026
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I've been planning to do it for a REALLY long time but I can't let anyone know I've ctb. I genuinely need help to make it look like an accident so people can say it was just a tragic event or something. I am not doing this for myself but for my family and their reputation. I hope I can get some advice because I feel so miserable and I don't want to suffer anymore.

My original plan was either hanging or cutting (yes I know cutting is a shitty method) but I had to change my plan.
 
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yuri77

yuri77

Misanthrope
Mar 21, 2026
72
didn't even get advice for this I fucking hate my life
 
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nayomi

nayomi

only the truth will save us all
Jul 19, 2026
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it been posted here many times before. kinda impossible to do
 
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yuri77

yuri77

Misanthrope
Mar 21, 2026
72
it been posted here many times before. kinda impossible to do
Are you serious... people die in stupid ways all the time man why can't I be one of them? I feel so hopeless
 
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