I'm 23 years old, my health insurance has run out and the only way to get onto a new one is to get a job.
I've been depressed since elementary school, I cannot work, I haven't left my house in 5+ years. My family is ashamed of me, I have no friends, no money, no car, no driver's license, my teeth are falling apart, I am obese, I do not want to be alive. I failed at every aspect of life. I don't think I ever was truly happy. I suspect I may have a mild form of autism/aspergers.
In my country, you are legally required to have health insurance. That means that right now - wether I want to or not - I am paying for insurance, building up a hugh mountain of debt.
My family cannot/does not want to pay, my mom threatened to kick me out. I well and truly want to die, and now I have a time limit too, before the debz collector comes.
So, how do I do it? How do I bring myself to do it?
I've been depressed since elementary school, I cannot work, I haven't left my house in 5+ years. My family is ashamed of me, I have no friends, no money, no car, no driver's license, my teeth are falling apart, I am obese, I do not want to be alive. I failed at every aspect of life. I don't think I ever was truly happy. I suspect I may have a mild form of autism/aspergers.
In my country, you are legally required to have health insurance. That means that right now - wether I want to or not - I am paying for insurance, building up a hugh mountain of debt.
My family cannot/does not want to pay, my mom threatened to kick me out. I well and truly want to die, and now I have a time limit too, before the debz collector comes.
So, how do I do it? How do I bring myself to do it?
