Help How do I find the motivation to just keep going?

[Done_Surviving]

I'm not sure I want to die, but I'm not sure I want to live anymore. I'm just so tired, I don't enjoy anything, I don't have any real friends, and my family loves me but they just don't get it nad them trying to help just makes me more harm.
I want to be able to be happy, I don't think I've ever been happy. I want to enjoy things, I want to wake up in the morning and do the things that I'm supposed to do, that I want to do, I want to enjoy my hobbies, go out and meet people, I want to feel alive.

 

[puella]

I'm here for you if you need someone who understands depression to talk to.

My motivation is the hope that one day I can overcome the obstacles that keep me from having a happy life. You want to be happy, and that's an amazing start. I wish you luck in recovery.

 

[Done_Surviving]

I'm here for you if you need someone who understands depression to talk to.

My motivation is the hope that one day I can overcome the obstacles that keep me from having a happy life. You want to be happy, and that's an amazing start. I wish you luck in recovery.

Thank you <3