How did you spend your day or a re spending

[bipolar22]

Just interested. What other members are up to these days. No replies expected. Just curiosity

 

[ForsakenEcho]

Today was a rough day at work. I spent most of it in meetings with people who were... difficult to deal with
Right now I'm cleaning up my kitchen because my cat made a mess, and after that I'm probably going to make myself a nice hot coffee and hopefully unwind a little

 

[BrontesA]

Drove by my ex and locked eyes with her for a split second. Turned into a dumbass sad teenager for the rest of the day, I think it may have been a breakdown but I never fully call anything I have a breakdown. Spent the evening toking on synthetic cannibinoid poison to forget, not working.

 

[kleinerbäcker7814]

just trying to survive one day at a time really, everyday its getting harder though

 

[Pluto]

 

[Canto XIII]

Slept until noon. Did a couple hours of community service in the afternoon, then I visited my grandmother. Elucubrating etrotting until 3.30 am. I have service tomorrow morning too so at least I'll be forced to wake up at a decent hour.

 

[astaroth81]

Laying in bed like the worthless piece of shit I am wishing I had the courage to end it as usual.

 

[Canto XIII]

Drove by my ex and locked eyes with her for a split second. Turned into a dumbass sad teenager for the rest of the day, I think it may have been a breakdown but I never fully call anything I have a breakdown. Spent the evening toking on synthetic cannibinoid poison to forget, not working.

I'm sorry for what you're going through, and I'm sure you're a very good person, but please try not take any legal risks with your ex.

 

[bipolar22]

Drove by my ex and locked eyes with her for a split second. Turned into a dumbass sad teenager for the rest of the day, I think it may have been a breakdown but I never fully call anything I have a breakdown. Spent the evening toking on synthetic cannibinoid poison to forget, not working.

What this means? Canniboid posing. Sorry drunk. On high dose cbd and much ativan and booze. Tolerance is outbod control thh. Dont aswer. Just dont understand right nownwhat this means.

 

[X-sanguinate86]

Stewed in a sleep deprived state of fear, humiliation and generalized anxiety.

 

[passthisnote]

bedrotting, playing a visual novel, and scrolling

 

[StupiderJuniper]

bedrotted for a good portion of the day, but i eventually cleaned up my place, did some uni assignments, made some nice baked potatoes, played a few things, applied to a few more jobs, and now i'm preparing stuff for a job interview i've been waiting for.

 

[darksouls]

I do what I do every day,
rot away, try to distract myself, drink coffee,
play the games in the games section

 

[bipolar22]

Thanks for all the replies I read all fo them. I been busy trwininghard but got sucked sonw back into the gaba hole of benzos combined with alcohol ans vaping. I got that bpd though. Hard to keep things calm

 

[Forveleth]

Work full time at a job I hate. On weekends I game a bit and am working on a garden. Recently graduated so I am trying to pick up hobbies again.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Since you posted the thread yesterday, and today has only just started, I'll tell you what yesterday was like for me. I slept in until mid-morning and then mowed my grandma's grass. After that, I got myself a cheap bottle of whiskey and got a nice buzz while writing my book I've been working on. Also took a couple more naps in the afternoon before getting ready for work in the evening. I work nights, so I went to work a little before 8:30 pm. Then worked from 9 pm until 4 am today.

Oh and I also managed to take a couple walks with my dog outside in between naps and mowing. They weren't very long because it was hot out and he's an old dog, but I still love going outside with him anyway.

 

[BrontesA]

I'm sorry for what you're going through, and I'm sure you're a very good person, but please try not take any legal risks with your ex.

I don't know what you mean by legal risks but I wouldn't harm a hair on her head anyway haha! Thank you for your sympathy : )

What this means? Canniboid posing. Sorry drunk. On high dose cbd and much ativan and booze. Tolerance is outbod control thh. Dont aswer. Just dont understand right nownwhat this means.

Synthetic cannibinoids. Chemically offbrand weed in vape form. It's poison, might aswell be at least. Its essentially a toned down version of 'spice' that they used to sell in England, but again, in vape form. The (supposedly first world) country I live in is braindead and just allows certain vape shops to sell this shit, with zero info about what the actual stimulant is or any regulation. After trying this for a while, I realised actual weed never again felt decent in any way, always the most 'meh' high because the vape pens are so strong. It sucks, but small doses make me somewhat human and somewhat functional.

 

[locallyringedspace]

I'm still in bed even though it's almost 2 pm … I have to chair a student council meeting for my faculty society later though. Not looking forward to it but it'll get me out of my apartment at least. I want to try to do some assignments today if I can

 

[Canto XIII]

I don't know what you mean by legal risks but I wouldn't harm a hair on her head anyway haha! Thank you for your sympathy : )

Oh, of course, I'm sure about that. To be blunt, I was talking about stalking, it's not that hard for a report to be filed nowadays (a friend of mine was threatened with one in a similar situation). But I knew I was misunderstanding and making a big deal out of nothing. Sorry about that, I hope I didn't offend you.

 

[BrontesA]

Oh, of course, I'm sure about that. To be blunt, I was talking about stalking, it's not that hard for a report to be filed nowadays (a friend of mine was threatened with one in a similar situation). But I knew I was misunderstanding and making a big deal out of nothing. Sorry about that, I hope I didn't offend you.

No offense taken, though thank you for elaborating! Ah yeah no I wouldn't do that either. But yes its crazy how things can spiral like that, especially when no malice at all is intended. Hope your friend got off okay!

 

[Canto XIII]

No offense taken, though thank you for elaborating! Ah yeah no I wouldn't do that either. But yes its crazy how things can spiral like that, especially when no malice at all is intended. Hope your friend got off okay!

Oh yeah, nothing happened (they were most likely empty threats made out of spite), and he got over that relationship over time (it was a few years ago).

 

[jw_sisyphus97]

Just a shift at the bookstore I work at and then a few hours on my history research

 

[FoxSauce]

Just normal routine, cleaning , working, thinking about my lifes choices. Worry some more. Feeling this is gonna be my last day on my job or just worrying about anything else. Here and going on walks or runs.


Maybe try to get out of the house to meet people.

 

[EmptyBottle]

since it is holidays for a bit more, I spend a moderately large time chatting on a chat I coded (and some other chats), playing duckhunt in freenode's irc, some time on YT/internet, sometimes petting a cat, and so on)

 

[lastappleonearth]

I watched the Hunter Biden and Nick Fuentes interview from channel 5, it's an interesting watch. That's basically all I did today, very productive