
bloomingdark
Alex
- Jan 24, 2019
- 170
How did you realize you were depressed/suicidal/struggling with mental health illness?
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Not for days but i think i get that (understand) and its not a lot of fun. I remember this one time when i was younger my mother found me rocking back and forth on my bed uncontrollably and all i could say was "i want dad to come home now". I have no idea why. I dont know what triggered it. And now thinking about it, why wasnt that a clear sign to them i should get help? (Possibly didnt care although she did try to comfort me in the moment). (I also apparently sat up in bed and had a conversation with someone at the end of my bed (no one) for several minutes before laying back down, while sleeping the whole time. Maybe its a good thing i didnt get help back then. Id probably be considered demonic lmfao), I would stare at the wall for days rocking back and forth.