How did you pick a day to ctb?

[DeathSleep]

First of all, I know that I am way overthinking this. I would like to go on my birthday but that's seven months away. I should just fucking do it when the feeling comes up but I keep overthinking it. The date and what it means to me. The day of the week and the time of day because I don't want to be found right away. How have you picked your day? Or does it not even matter to you?

 

[ADeadBunny]

Nah, it doesn't matter to me. I'll do it when I'm confident I won't leave others in a shitty position in life. I had an opportunity about a week ago and I didn't take it. I'll have a firm date soon and I'll take my ticket out then.

 

[Kalista]

I try each day trying to get past the SI. I sit in my car planning and positioning myself. I end up just sitting here for hours. Although I got pretty close today, there's still too much hesitation. A feeling of hope where in reality, there really isn't.

Anyways, I haven't been going to work so I just go out every day, park somewhere and try. I need to eventually since Christmas is coming soon and I'll only be alone.

 

[cursedcure]

there's never a perfect day... something comes up... i don't want to make someone think of me if i ctb on their bday or something. i think i'm settling on either dec 30, but that would be selfish, my friends will have a shit new years celebrations and all. so it might be january 2nd. if i can even make it to then... i'm trying to offer a last good memory to my loved ones on christmas/new years... but it's hard to know i have to keep going and pretending everything's fine until then, especially now that i have gathered my supplies