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starcrossedfate

starcrossedfate

Passenger
Sep 24, 2018
240
You know the phrase "star-crossed lovers?" I apply it to fate as well.
 
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TheFool

TheFool

Member
Oct 19, 2018
83
I love comedy and sometimes perform my own material. Also, I'm a dumbass.
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
It was inspired by Negative Utilitarianism (a philosophy that focuses on reducing suffering in the world). One of the "criticisms" was that if it was put into practice, "a ruler who is able to instantly and painlessly destroy the human race, "a benevolent world-exploder," would have a duty to do so". When I read that my first thought was - sounds good to me!
 
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Help_Me

Help_Me

Gene pool mistake
Oct 21, 2018
516
I decided to choose it to highlight the fact of my mental weakness (not self-confident, always asking for support e.t.c). IDK is it so important or not, but this is also a password for some old videogame, which provides palyer with additional lives... i see much more than just a password.
 
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VanHeineken

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
270
My favourite band is Van Halen and I like beer.

Van Halen + Heineken = VanHeineken
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,919
Mine is because I'm trash and once I ctb I'll act as a trash can.
Mine is an old handle from sex work. It's not recognizable.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,789
got my user name as i do wanttodie
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,663
My username is just a carry over from when I first signed up on reddit (several years ago) for the SS subreddit (before it got banned). It really is just random as I don't want my real identity or anything IRL to be associated with ctb (for personal and safety reasons). Nowadays I either just go by 'throw_away', 'TAW122', 'a_way', or 'thrw_a_way1221221'. Though my preference is TAW122 because it is short yet is unique enough not to be ambiguous with other names that contain 'throw away' in them.
 
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NotWorthLiving

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2018
1,264
Mine is pretty self explanatory is it not? I am not worth living
 
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Thoughtforms

Thoughtforms

Experienced
Nov 1, 2018
220
I've liked the word thoughtforms since I was 13/14 after hearing it in a song. It just stuck.


  1. a combination of presuppositions, imagery, and vocabulary current at a particular time or place and forming the context for thinking on a subject.

    "spiritual practice uplifts a society because it encounters the thought forms of selfishness and greed"
 
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Xaphous

Xaphous

hikikomori
Nov 11, 2018
550
It has no meaning in itself. It was the name I gave to an electronic track I made in pro tools and fl-studio.
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
Uncreative and didn't want to use my normal usernames, picked my original suicide date

Which doesn't make much sense now, but whatever
 
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Whatshername

Whatshername

That Ghost Lady on the Hill
Dec 14, 2018
1,352
I have been considering myself a nobody for quite some time now, and so have most people around me. "What's her name" seemed appropriate.
 
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agreement

agreement

Mage
Mar 26, 2018
544
This is the one that I had on the old SS on reddit.

When I was signing up in reddit , I was looking at the terms of agreement and there it is.

I have a bunch of usernames and passwords made using the "The Usual Suspects" method.
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
Because I like metal music and video games.
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
johnny the fox he called to jimmy the weed. Seen them twice live and they were the best.

 
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Pegasus

Pegasus

Experienced
Dec 15, 2018
258
When we studied mythology at school I liked this name.
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
An angel appeared irl and disclosed it to me
 
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Pulpit2018

Pulpit2018

Experienced
Oct 8, 2018
287
Pulpit Rock,Norway.
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
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SiArc

SiArc

sassy and sarcastic-y
Dec 10, 2018
230
Gamertag
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
Does your name mean anything? I have difficulty pronouncing it.

I can tell you the true origin ;) when I was a kid I watched a lot of xfactor and I was obsessed with this guy called Rhydian. So thats where I got the "rhy" from and I just sort of made up that name and it stuck. Haha. In my head it's pronounced like the riddler. It has no deep hidden meaning ;)
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
I can tell you the true origin ;) when I was a kid I watched a lot of xfactor and I was obsessed with this guy called Rhydian. So thats where I got the "rhy" from and I just sort of made up that name and it stuck. Haha. In my head it's pronounced like the riddler. It has no deep hidden meaning ;)
Oh I see. I remember him. :)
 
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GhostedToast

GhostedToast

Wants to disappear
Sep 25, 2018
144
Was kinda random. Felt very distant and people i thought cared left me feeling kinda ghosted, i was also very lonely. The toast however could be from earlier when i may have toasted to something or was imagining the ghoast of a burnt piece of toast. it was kinda random lol
 
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Othermind

Othermind

-
Dec 26, 2018
301
A book about octopuses.
 
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Anubis901

Anubis901

Member
Dec 28, 2018
29
Anubis is an Egyptian god of embalming and the dead. I'm fascinated by the ancient Egyptians. 901 is a code for "dead body" that was used by my previous place of employment
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
Anubis is an Egyptian god of embalming and the dead. I'm fascinated by the ancient Egyptians. 901 is a code for "dead body" that was used by my previous place of employment
Yeah, the ancient Egyptians are fascinating. There is a theory that the erosion on the sphinx could only have been made by water.
 
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Anubis901

Anubis901

Member
Dec 28, 2018
29
Yeah, the ancient Egyptians are fascinating. There is a theory that the erosion on the sphinx could only have been made by water.

I have not heard that. I'll read up on it. Thanks!
 
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