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Dyingoportunity

Dyingoportunity

What looks so strong, so delicate
May 9, 2025
64
I saw that one video on YouTube and deduced the name of the website through reading the comments. I lurked for a year or two as a guest before joining.
 
SangreMelancolica

SangreMelancolica

Member
Apr 15, 2025
9
I barely remember hearing about it some time ago but only decided to make an account recently because i was searching for the best CTB methods on Yandex and this was one of the first results (i use Yandex for this because Google gives practically no results)
 
Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
519
Searching for poison on Google, I translated it from Spanish to English🥹
 
broken_stoic

broken_stoic

Wander till you find your place
Aug 21, 2024
138
It does show up in more privacy-respecting/uncensored search engines as well as google with the right searches. I was looking for a reliable way to ctb.
 
StupidCat

StupidCat

retard
Apr 24, 2025
270
I forgot
 
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polm

If I was your pet you’d take me to the vet
May 3, 2025
123
Searching up hanging suicide and there it was. The method I had in mind would not have worked so I am very grateful for the resources on this site.
 
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ghostxheart

Member
Mar 4, 2025
22
I found it because of that article interviewing some journalists who wrote about this site, I believe it was an NPR article (but I don't actually remember now). They actually straight up name the site in the interview/article, so I was able to easily find it from that. Found the article when looking into methods.
 
SmilingNoMore

SmilingNoMore

Paragon
Nov 25, 2024
980
I was googling methods, did not get anywhere really. Then thought there must be people like me looking for the same thing so I googled online suicide pacts and somehow found a mention of this site. It was a very happy moment when I discovered the forum and my registration was accepted.
 
ILikeSylveon

ILikeSylveon

New Member
May 15, 2025
2
So two or three months ago, i became more determined and started to search all the painless methods. There i came across this site (i had to use yandex ofc google won't show it) and then i started to lurk here alot bcz i found threads pretty relatable here. Now i ended up making an account her few days ago.
 
Permanoir

Permanoir

Student
Dec 29, 2024
122
I owe my eternal gratitude to Tantacrul and YT for recommending it at the right time back in mid 2023
 
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gooblet

gooblet

hi
Apr 13, 2025
46
Hi, I am curious how you people actually find out about this site. It doesn't really show up on the main search engines and obviously isn't widely advertised, so I'm just curious. I had someone already knowing about it telling me it exists.
i was on the dark web on some obscure search engine that changes it's link every few days for some reason and i stumbled upon the onion version of this site. I thought for a good amount of time it was an onion only site and was amazed at how many dark web users were online only to realise it also had a surface web version lol.
 
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bleeding_heart_show

Student
Dec 23, 2023
169
I stumble into a lot of forums and often join just to have somewhere to vomit words.
 
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CutToRelease

CutToRelease

It helps remind me I'm still here
Dec 31, 2024
116
I had a faint remembered memory of some video about this place.
 
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llawlietswife

Member
Dec 23, 2023
12
Tantacrul. It's crazy how he didnt name the site yet it was so easy to find
 
22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
375
Ive been feeling tbia way for many many years... i burnt all my aocial media sites ..well twittwr and FB.. and did find that i did need an outlet a place to vent and discuss and talk ... i stumbled upon tbis place ( thankyou news outlet ).. and instantly found support and group of peiple who dont dont judge and acknowledged my reasons and why im here .. i can talk with out fear ..
 
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tulero

Member
Mar 20, 2025
87
from a different forum (just one about general stuff, nothing concret)

so a random guy openned a topic about suicide, most of users told him not to do it and the expected phrases (life is beautiful, there is always something to fight for and blah blah)

but I rememer someone saying that he will commit ctb in the future when their parents pass away and that he had a perfect method that wont fail

he didnt say the name but another user quoted him asking a bit more info about what he was saying

and then he replied with the words "SS" and "SN"

that catched my attention and I started diging

got to say I inserted both worlds in google and not the results i expected so now i dont really know I end up finding the forum, but that was the beginning of my searching
 
wormbrained

wormbrained

🜎
Sep 15, 2024
70
i think one day i was bored and googled if there was any sort of philosophy or something that advocated to end one's life, which led me to the "advocacy of suicide" page on wikipedia, which linked to this site on the bottom
 
Not_A_Seagull

Not_A_Seagull

Member
Jul 6, 2022
70
A friend of mine told me she used this site in a antinatalost discord server and I decided to try it out
 
Ghostinplainsight

Ghostinplainsight

Living the nightmare
Jul 17, 2025
13
Watched the 'poisoned' doc on tv but didn't really grasp what it was about (i say watched, i fell asleep halfway through the first episode). Went to therapy the next day and my therapist asked if i ever used websites like this one, i said no but it rang a bell in my head that i should continue watching the doc (and pay attention). Don't recall them naming the site but it's not hard to find when given all the other details the program gives. They even told me it's blocked here so i'd need a vpn to be able to make it here 🥰 how kind of them
 
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Unbearable Mr. Bear

Unbearable Mr. Bear

Sometimes, all you need is a hug...
May 9, 2025
826
Watched the 'poisoned' doc on tv but didn't really grasp what it was about (i say watched, i fell asleep halfway through the first episode). Went to therapy the next day and my therapist asked if i ever used websites like this one, i said no but it rang a bell in my head that i should continue watching the doc (and pay attention). Don't recall them naming the site but it's not hard to find when given all the other details the program gives. They even told me it's blocked here so i'd need a vpn to be able to make it here 🥰 how kind of them
Wow, a therapist that gets it? We need them to get in here and have an AMA, I'd like to meet them!
 
Sergeant45

Sergeant45

Student
Jun 11, 2025
131
When I lurked without an account in 2022 - through some sort of Google groups site? They mentioned this place.

When I actually made an account - through British news. I am not from Britain.
 
Unbearable Mr. Bear

Unbearable Mr. Bear

Sometimes, all you need is a hug...
May 9, 2025
826
When I actually made an account - through British news. I am not from Britain.
They must be SO salty at the situation they created! "OH LOOK HERE'S A WEBSITE FOR PEOPLE WHO WANNA DIE", and when all the people who wanted to die go there, they act surprised, and wanna shut down the whole thing.

It's funny and sad at the same time.
 
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