how did you choose your method and why?

[PrincessInWhite]

I have SN, Nitrogen tank/hood and a gun. Ruled out the gun..too easy to lose the proper aim and survive maimed. Leaning toward Nitro/hood.

What exactly is the hood if you don't mind my asking? How does that work? Is it easier than the exit bag method?

i will take 600mg of Morphin into my anal cavity.

How did you get morphine ?! (Obvi don't need to share exact source just general answer) and why rectally?

 

[again_noidea]

What exactly is the hood if you don't mind my asking? How does that work? Is it easier than the exit bag method?

How did you get morphine ?! (Obvi don't need to share exact source just general answer) and why rectally?

they sell it on the street here (vienna). obviously not on every street. the medication is called substitol.

I take it rectally because i will hold it in even if i vomit. it also goes faster into the blood system.

i dont know if it is easier than the exit bag, but you certenly dont neet as many things to accomplish death. it is somehow difficult to get the big helium tanks here and i don't wont to try it with the small ones, the ones you get for balloons.

 

[LADY007]

What exactly is the hood if you don't mind my asking? How does that work? Is it easier than the exit bag method?

How did you get morphine ?! (Obvi don't need to share exact source just general answer) and why rectally?

By hood, I meant exit bag.

 

[return2dreamland]

simply by seeing what is readily available and the most effective/high success rate.

 

[lofticries]

I want a peaceful and sure death. So either n or exit bag/mask method.

If all else fails then ingestion of sn with a gunshot to the head over a bridge. lol its just like my paranoid ocd tendency ass to do this to make sure i die.

 

[WFJ74]

I have this strange idea in my head that my body must be fully intact when I die which rules out using a gun or any violent means that could potentially damage/destroy parts of me.

Originally I was going to go the charcoal/CO route but realized there's really nowhere around here I can be alone long enough to pull it off (densely populated area, someone will see the smoke). I do have everything I need for night-night but after reading through countless posts it seems too difficult to pull off correctly. So I've switched to SN for the simplicity.

 

[PrincessInWhite]

simply by seeing what is readily available and the most effective/high success rate.

Right, so I'm wondering with that information in mind what you chose

I want a peaceful and sure death. So either n or exit bag/mask method.

If all else fails then ingestion of sn with a gunshot to the head over a bridge. lol its just like my paranoid ocd tendency ass to do this to make sure i die.

The exit bag looks wonderful but seems kinda complex sadly and I have a fear of messing it up and ending up with brain damage, also it will be hard to get a whole ass tank in the house without my family noticing :/ OCD club here too! <3

 

[brokenwaves]

jumping from a cliff is what i've chosen. SN is too much work and not a way i wanna go. i was really set for a long time on doing full suspension, which was my "best" option, and i didn't care about the discomfort some people worry about... but i have nowhere to do it. next best thing left for me is jumping, even with its risks

 

[PrincessInWhite]

jumping from a cliff is what i've chosen. SN is too much work and not a way i wanna go. i was really set for a long time on doing full suspension, which was my "best" option, and i didn't care about the discomfort some people worry about... but i have nowhere to do it. next best thing left for me is jumping, even with its risks

I'd consider it if my SI weren't so fucking annoying :/ sending hugs, here if you ever wanna vent!

 

[Jet Set Radio]

I've chosen to shoot myself with a shotgun. IMO it's the best method cuz dying instantly will definitely help with overcoming SI and all I'll have to do is pull a trigger. Plus I'm in america so it was easy af to get.

Same exact idea as me, Double Barrel Face Lift.

 

[checkouttime]

I chose N, its readily available(if you have the money), peaceful and quick.

 

[PrincessInWhite]

I chose N, its readily available(if you have the money), peaceful and quick.

idk where you live haha but it's definitely not readily available in North America, to my great despair. I have the money easily, I don't have the knowledge to understand the dark web and I also don't wanna deal with being arrested for simply trying to exit in peace aftter trying decades of treatments

 

[checkouttime]

idk where you live haha but it's definitely not readily available in North America, to my great despair. I have the money easily, I don't have the knowledge to understand the dark web and I also don't wanna deal with being arrested for simply trying to exit in peace aftter trying decades of treatments

I haven't seen any cases of people getting arrested, and certainly not for 2 bottles. you could just deny ordering and they would be confiscated at the most. plus there have bee 0 cases of that happening since 2016 and they were also when the sources were totally different. There have been 0 reports of anything like that happening with the new source, just lots of people who HAVE received it, and can prove it aswell!!! I didn't use the dark web to order it myself!!!!

I wouldn't believe any person saying they got visited form a welfare check or there N got seized without valid proof, i guarantee no1 can do that, scaremongering is all it is. i know how easy it was to order as i have done it.

 

[PrincessInWhite]

I haven't seen any cases of people getting arrested, and certainly not for 2 bottles. you could just deny ordering and they would be confiscated at the most. plus there have bee 0 cases of that happening since 2016 and they were also when the sources were totally different. There have been 0 reports of anything like that happening with the new source, just lots of people who HAVE received it, and can prove it aswell!!! I didn't use the dark web to order it myself!!!!

I wouldn't believe any person saying they got visited form a welfare check or there N got seized without valid proof, i guarantee no1 can do that, scaremongering is all it is. i know how easy it was to order as i have done it.

hmmm, do you mind if I ask what country you're from? feel free to PM me privately if you're not comforttable saying here. do you mind if I PM you regarding your process?

 

[checkouttime]

you can PM if you want!

 

[squarecircles]

My absolute ideal would be handgun, but shotgun will probably be what I end up going with. I'd prefer a handgun because shotguns are very long and it seems like it would clumsy/I might miss. It's a lot easier to get a shotgun than a handgun in my state though. There's a months long training period before you can get a permit.

I'm still considering though just because I'm very uncomfortable acquiring a gun. I'm a young woman raised by liberals. I really don't know how to walk into a gun store. How hard will they question my answer as to what it's for you know? But surviving an attempt is something I'd really like to avoid and firearms have the highest rates so. I'm gotta try and figure it out I guess.

 

[ReadyForIt]

My absolute ideal would be handgun, but shotgun will probably be what I end up going with. I'd prefer a handgun because shotguns are very long and it seems like it would clumsy/I might miss. It's a lot easier to get a shotgun than a handgun in my state though. There's a months long training period before you can get a permit.

I'm still considering though just because I'm very uncomfortable acquiring a gun. I'm a young woman raised by liberals. I really don't know how to walk into a gun store. How hard will they question my answer as to what it's for you know? But surviving an attempt is something I'd really like to avoid and firearms have the highest rates so. I'm gotta try and figure it out I guess.

I live in a state with pretty laid back gun laws, so I was able to buy my handgun with no issue. I also had similar reservations about them questioning my motives, but to my surprise it was a fairly straightforward process. The employees are there to make the sale, so if you don't say or do anything to arouse suspicion then you should be fine. The assumption is that it's for home defense, so as long as you go in there casually and stick to that line then I imagine it will go smoothly for you as well.

 

[peacefulhorizons]

I chose N, its readily available(if you have the money), peaceful and quick.

same here. it's arguably the best method and well worth the money.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me, I have always had hanging as my chosen method. I would ideally rather choose SN, but i'm not sure if I will be able to access it. Things like drowning and jumping I would struggle with because of SI. I see hanging as the best for my circumstances and there have been many successful ctb that way. It is also requires limited resources.

 

[Baffelingbofos]

I've been thinking lately of taking my paraglider to one of the tallest mountains in my country (norway, so theres alot of options) hike up, and take off from the top if i can. Then ill fly high over a rocky region, unstrap myself and plummet to my death. All things considered a fun and failsafe death.

 

[Partial-Elf]

I have only collected the SN and partial and I'm leaning towards partial as well for the exact reason you stated. I'm also sort of considering shallow water blackout, but it seems hard to get right, at least to me. I can't get myself to pass out enough to fall. I have practiced and got the sweet spot and had to stand up instantly because I was fading QUICK. I guess I'm just stuck on the logistics of it now, because I practiced in a place I can't actually CTB so I have to find a new location not in my home and where I can't be found, At least I got the noose and the spot right, I suppose

Getting the technique down is half the battle with this method so congrats. Noose under the Adam's apple, sit down all at once and you're good in my experience.

I'm getting bogged down with the other half of the battle too, the logistics and the loose ends. Picking a day is hard as there always seems to be some kind of holiday or commitment or something. And overanalyzing who will find the body, what account info is needed to make it easier on family, etc. On some level I know these things aren't that important and I should just get on with it but on another they are complicating the process for me. Best of luck to you.

 

[PDAnnie2610]

SN, with meto and beta-blocker to KO me and take away the pain. Wishing my death would be picture perfect the way my life never was.

 

[aviation]

It's in the name. :)
I've always felt very close to flight, soulfully, the thought of it, the feeling of it. And so I only feel it right to come as close as I can in this world, while leaving it. It feels right and close to myself.

 

[PDAnnie2610]

SN combined with a pharmaceutical cocktail of benzos, painkillers (thanks to my occasional but very debilitating lower back pain) and atenolol. I just want a peaceful and fast exit. A slight adjustment to previous plan :p

counting down the days...

 

[SleepDealer]

I threw up during my last attempt which is why it failed, so I've decided not to bother with anything that might make me vomit. I can't stand nausea but I don't care about discomfort or pain. I'm thinking hanging or something similar. This forum seems obsessed with SN and N but that stuff seems too risky and difficult to get my hands on.

 

[asleep]

gunshot to the brainstem. quick, painless, 100% fatal. won't even know it happened because i'll already be dead.

only problem is actually getting the gun but i'm working on it lol. and if i can't get my hands on one in time... well i guess i'll do a nice antihistamine-alcohol-bunch-of-other-drugs cocktail and jump out a window on my college campus. hah