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DoubleYefreitor

DoubleYefreitor

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Aug 29, 2025
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I just bought the gun. A cheap ass 10mm pistol, it should do the trick. I've put off buying it for almost a year but all of the conditions I set for when I would ctb were met yesterday. I don't know where I'm going to do it yet. I've thought about in a hotel but I would feel awful for the workers who would find my body. I've also thought about driving out to a remote area and doing it there but I'm not sure if my shitbox could make it. I also want to be warm and comfortable when I leave, I'm already going to be alone :(

I'm also not sure on when exactly I should do it. I want to do it really soon, I'm don't known if I want wait until after Christmas. How did you choose your date? I honestly have never thought about that part of ctb that much and so I'm curious about how others chose theirs.
 
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