How deadly is a 7 story fall?

[picturesofyou]

My situation is getting worse and worse by the day and I'm pretty desperate to CTB sooner rather than later. My original plan was SN but it got taken away last time I was hospitalized, so the backup plan is to jump. The highest accessible place to jump near me is a silo with a staircase on the side that's about 7 stories tall. Ideally I'd like to land on my head so I die instantly, but I'm worried that might be harder to do than I think. How hard would it be to do a swan dive onto my head and do you guys think the fall would be fatal even if I fuck it up? I can't find SN online anymore so I feel cornered into trying even if it's not a guaranteed death. The fall is onto pavement.

 

[befree]

I'm afraid you will survive a jump from the 7th floor as a cripple.
Have you read about other methods besides SN and jumping ?

 

[picturesofyou]

I'm afraid you will survive a jump from the 7th floor as a cripple.
Have you read about other methods besides SN and jumping ?

I've looked into carbon monoxide poisoning, but I don't really have enough money to buy the supplies right now. I don't even have enough money to buy a rope to hang myself at the moment.

 

[befree]

Maybe you like to read this:

considering methods

whats the best kind of method that's easily accessible. I was considering Hannah Baker style but that seems super messy and painful. I don't have any way to get my hands on N or anything like that sooo

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Need ideas

I want to end things because I'm tired of feeling like a failure and always being wrong about things. I can barely be an adult and will never have more than a minimum wage job. What are ways to end things quickly and peacefully, preferably that I can hide from a spouse that works from home?

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[UKscotty]

I think the general consensus is a fall needs to be 100 metres or more to be 99% sure. No idea what that is in stories.