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Bishop

Bishop

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Mar 24, 2024
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Or is it me that only think of death all the time?
 
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justgarbage

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Nov 2, 2025
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Every single day since like 14 years old. 43 M undiagnosed but Autism and ADHD likely.
 
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ben_

ben_

I'm Ben.
Oct 31, 2023
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Not just you :) ... I'm shooting my brains out many times a day... Which is weird because realistically I wouldn't even prefer that method.
 
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praythestars

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Jan 11, 2026
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All the time currently and pretty often even when not depressed previously. Some days it's comforting to remember I have the option, other days it's disappointing because it feels like an inevitability.
 
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Bitterly_Nostalgic

Bitterly_Nostalgic

to me, my x-men
Apr 8, 2026
22
Damn near all the time. It's just a constant noise in my head that's been there ever since early adolescence. Rarely it'll go away for a short time and I can briefly enjoy the mental peace, but it always returns.
 
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LonelyPrince

LonelyPrince

Rotten to the Core
Dec 12, 2025
255
It's not just you, pretty sure it's everyone on this forum.
Suicide is constantly at the back of my head, calling out to me.
 
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