Venting How can people easily hang themselves to death

[qwadzx]

Celebrities succeed in strangling themselves on impulse, even in my country, an elementary school student died of a bag strap within 10 minutes.

But I can't even do carotid compression properly, despite a lot of research and experiments.

I can't get any better tools because the shower gown strap around 50cm is the only rope I've got and I'm about to bankrupt.

I was going to do CTB before April, but I'm desperate to do it.

I don't even have much time needed for suicide and practice because I live with my family, and I'll completely hide my suicide attempts until I succeed in CTB and show my body ( I have a 2-3 hour gap a week or two where my family goes to church and today was that one. F**K.)

I'm so stupid for not succeeding in the proper partal hangings that I tried abort thinking 'I'm sick and scared.

Anyway, when I come down from the noose, I regret again, saying, "I should have died then, but I want to die right away. I don't want to open my eyes forever in this world."

Maybe I'm just an incompetent, worried moron. in both living and dying.

 

[GoForDeath]

I had issues with partial hanging as well, not sure what I did wrong.. Perhaps I should've gone with an actual rope, or some sort of wire/strap..

 

[dyn00ss]

Celebrities succeed in strangling themselves on impulse, even in my country, an elementary school student died of a bag strap within 10 minutes.

But I can't even do carotid compression properly, despite a lot of research and experiments.

I can't get any better tools because the shower gown strap around 50cm is the only rope I've got and I'm about to bankrupt.

I was going to do CTB before April, but I'm desperate to do it.

I don't even have much time needed for suicide and practice because I live with my family, and I'll completely hide my suicide attempts until I succeed in CTB and show my body (except for me, I have a 2-3 hour gap a week or two where my family goes to church and today was that one. F**K.)

I'm so stupid for not succeeding in the proper partal hangings that I tried abort thinking 'I'm sick and scared.

Anyway, when I come down from the noose, I regret again, saying, "I should have died then, but I want to die right away. I don't want to open my eyes forever in this world."

Maybe I'm just an incompetent, worried moron. in both living and dying.

I'm going ctb probably with full suspension, and I also have 2 hours alone at home so it's very difficult to try or prepare, I think you should do it when you feel ready, I'm still afraid that's why I didn't do it, I'm sorry that you have to put up with all this, unfortunately suicide is not so easy to do and prepare, anyway good luck, I hope you get what's best for you <3

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly does make the hanging method sound way more easier than it actually is when you hear of all these people managing to succeed, I envy them very much and I admire their bravery and courage. I hate how hard it is to finally ctb but I hope that you find the freedom that you search for.

 

[Tartuffe]

It's the will to follow it through. If it's a celebrity we never know how many failed attempts there were