how can i tell someone im sorry if i can t write a note

[depthss]

i promised someone i wasnt goint to kill myself. the reason i havent done it until now is for one person, he knows he was my only reason. he might feel guikty or upset now and i dont want him to feel that. i donyt need tp get into why, but i cant write him a note. odes anyone know if there is any way i can tell him its not his fsult? i was always going yo do it, hes done so much else and made mu life better hile u was still around. i wanto to tell him thsi and reassure him. is ee him in 2 days i dont think i can wair for thwn but idk

 

[TheHolySword]

why can't you write a note

edit: i misread you saying you didn't want to say why.

Can you send a delayed email or have someone pass on a message for you?