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TimeToGoNL87

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Jul 31, 2026
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For a while I have been struggling with anxiety, depression and a constant feeling of failing everyone. I think my time has come to move on from this life. I have hurt too many people and been failing them for too long. The problem is I have an insurance that will pay out the few people I still love in case I die, but it doesn't cover suicide. So I am looking for any method that can make it look like an accident or natural cause. Suffering is not a problem, if it helps them financially.
 
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LostHighway

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May 5, 2025
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For a while I have been struggling with anxiety, depression and a constant feeling of failing everyone. I think my time has come to move on from this life. I have hurt too many people and been failing them for too long. The problem is I have an insurance that will pay out the few people I still love in case I die, but it doesn't cover suicide. So I am looking for any method that can make it look like an accident or natural cause. Suffering is not a problem, if it helps them financially.
Maybe you can drive off a cliff, or "fall" off while hiking. I've considered this. To ensure that your loved ones think it was an accident, maybe a few hours or days before, you could make plans with them - something you're excited about. People who make plans don't tend to take their own lives. And be sure to get rid of evidence, if you can, of visiting this website.
 
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t8129

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Dec 16, 2025
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Maybe you could get very drunk in the bath and drown
 
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TimeToGoNL87

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Jul 31, 2026
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Maybe you can drive off a cliff, or "fall" off while hiking. I've considered this. To ensure that your loved ones think it was an accident, maybe a few hours or days before, you could make plans with them - something you're excited about. People who make plans don't tend to take their own lives. And be sure to get rid of evidence, if you can, of visiting this website.
That sounds like a great plan but since I live in the Netherlands, there is nothing really to fall from šŸ™ˆ I have thought about getting drunk and drive my car in the water, but I am afraid of making casualties on the way
 
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May 11, 2026
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For a while I have been struggling with anxiety, depression and a constant feeling of failing everyone. I think my time has come to move on from this life. I have hurt too many people and been failing them for too long. The problem is I have an insurance that will pay out the few people I still love in case I die, but it doesn't cover suicide. So I am looking for any method that can make it look like an accident or natural cause. Suffering is not a problem, if it helps them financially.
Have you found a way to do this?
Maybe you can drive off a cliff, or "fall" off while hiking. I've considered this. To ensure that your loved ones think it was an accident, maybe a few hours or days before, you could make plans with them - something you're excited about. People who make plans don't tend to take their own lives. And be sure to get rid of evidence, if you can, of visiting this website.
Do you know anywhere in the US where you can do this?
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
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Using a gas heater in a small room can help by creating CO.. In India a lot of ppl have died involuntarily because of CO emission..as it's colorless and odorless, they didn't even realise. They went to sleep, and never woke up
 

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