Discussion How bad/good has this year been for you?

[anopenwound]

It's gonna be over in two months but yeah, I think we can start doing the math.

On a scale of 0 to 10, how bad/good has it been?

 

[Reflection]

I'd say a solid 3 on average, but im feeling like it's 4 currently because I am more numb that usual and also due to some "hope" that I have.

 

[Mirrory Me]

I can't give an overall score for every aspect of my life, but it's is currently at 7.

 

[LunarLight]

Between 0 and 1 until May when I started amisulpride. A solid 5 afterwards.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's just another year of me suffering and wishing to die, I only hope and wish for the peace of non-existence, I've suffered so much for so long and all I wish for is to never suffer ever again, existence is just too cruel, too torturous and too painful for me. I just wish I could fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep and forget about it all, I'd always prefer to die but really I wish I never suffered at all, I never should have existed.

 

[anopenwound]

It's been a 6 at the immediate start, precipitated to a 1 then a 0 shortly after. Got back up slowly, number after number, to a 6 until recently. We're back at 0. Oscillating between that and a 1.

 

[BlockHammer]

It's 5 for me, same old shit, im still struggling with my problem of not finding work. Furthermore im also struggling to learn coding cause i had a trouble of focusing on this study

 

[Valhala]

The worst year in my life, from January 4th when I broke up with her until now. Only pain, suffering and missing with the inability to change anything. Absolute zero, no lower or worse, completely meaningless existence. Hell without hope.

 

[KillingPain267]

It's gonna be over in two months but yeah, I think we can start doing the math.

On a scale of 0 to 10, how bad/good has it been?

The absolute worst year of my life. A solid 9.5/10 in badness.

 

[anopenwound]

I feel for all of you that said this has been the worst. I'm inclined to say the same. I did think it was in the beginning, climbed back up in the middle only to fall back down right now. It's certainly been hell. It's certainly been insane.

 

[NegevChina]

Worst year of my life. I'd give it a 9 because it can and will get worse. I've seen almost every anchor of my stability, happiness and sanity be destroyed. Only thing keeping me is about to disappear. I hope I wont see the end of this horrible year.

 

[Theresnoescape]

Worst year of my life, big fat 0, until I found this site then went to 1. Still shit, but better than 0 I suppose.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

0 assuming that 0 is the absolute worst and 10 is the absolute best. My life has always been shit and will always continue to be shit for as long as I'm alive. I can only be in peace once I'm dead. For as long as I'm alive, I will suffer perpetually