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Misanthrope

Misanthrope

Mage
Oct 23, 2018
557
Recovering.
 
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BabyYoda

BabyYoda

F*ck this sh!t I'm out
Dec 30, 2019
552
Catch up with the series I'm watching, books I'm reading and the games I'm playing. Alone of course. Not planning to make any new year resolutions since they just dissolve within a month or so.
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,442
I'll be alone hopefully I'll sleep through it. I know when I wake up I'm going to feel awful that a new year has begun and I'm still f'ed up.
 
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Skathon

Skathon

"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
Oct 29, 2018
592
Relapsing, I presume...
 
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H3llucinations

H3llucinations

I don’t wanna be here anymore
Jul 27, 2019
9
Hopefully I can kill myself on New Years or maybe the day after I don't plan to alive much longer
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
I've no idea what I'm going to do tonight. Maybe get drunk and stumble around town like everybody else.
 
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k75

k75

L'appel du Vide
Jun 27, 2019
2,546
I have a bottle of rum and intend to make the most of it.
 
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peacefully31425

peacefully31425

Dirtbag
Aug 28, 2018
162
Same as any other day
 
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PwincessStepford

PwincessStepford

I wish I were a princess.
Dec 31, 2019
230
With my cat and in my room.
 
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Quinlor

Quinlor

The stranger
Feb 21, 2019
1,060
If I don't lived with my parents today would be good day to ctb.
 
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noctiva

noctiva

the invisible girl
Nov 6, 2019
393
Alone as well. This life is a nightmare. I wish I was rid of it already.
I was right. It's 00:34 on 01.01.2020 now. I was alone and cried all of yesterday. No new years greetings. I'm not worth a simple text message to anyone.
 
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TheNorthernSilence

TheNorthernSilence

Arcanist
Nov 13, 2018
430
I was right. It's 00:34 on 01.01.2020 now. I was alone and cried all of yesterday. No new years greetings. I'm not worth a simple text message to anyone.
Hugs, we have the same time zone (maybe same country too?). I also spent my new year alone.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
Wasting away inside the house alone and bored, getting high to block out the urge to attempt, distract myself with the internet, half ass watch something on tv but use it mainly for background noise, eat something then afterwards go to sleep. I'm thinking of going out to get beer to pretend to myself I'm doing something with my pathetic empty existence. Hopefully I get into a car wreck.
 
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andy69

Experienced
May 23, 2019
292
This will be the first new years alone in sixteen years. The first one since my partner left me.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,769
How are you spending new year?

Hopefully in an Urn !!! :devil:
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
I spent it on the internet while wishing to ctb.
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
768
Thinking its not even worth typing what I did because as always I did nothing, did not hear from no one.... Today a extra crap today not only is it the new year but its my birthday.... Tbh I don't even think I'm worth people's energy in reading about my sad existence......
 
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justanotherday

Specialist
Jul 22, 2019
397
Alone as well. This life is a nightmare. I wish I was rid of it already.
I feel the same... Another new year I do not want. I feel trapped !
 
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