Venting How are you feeling right now?

[JINXiT]

Reply with just one type of feeling you're going through right at this moment and one type of feeling you wish you had right now. (If not the same as your current feeling)


I am frustrated, wish I was more collected.

 

[Worthless loser]

I am miserable and I wish I was at peace.

 

[mesohappy]

I feel hopeless and ashamed.I wish I was hopeful and confident.(Sorry I used 4 feelings,I have trouble following instructions)

 

[Thereisnothing]

Totally spent

 

[Final Escape]

I feel alright today after I popped some adderall, but don't worry it's only temporary lol! I will crash later. I only take a tiny amount every other day, like 5 mg. I was so fucking sad this morning though. I had something happen yesterday that through me into a panic so I was up last night for awhile and it disrupted my sleep. Anyway, I'm gonna pray to make it through today in one piece, that is all.

 

[Tats31]

I feel like I'm going to explode !! My insides are screaming at me! My mind is saying just do it my heart is saying wait I fucking hate myself and my whole life I feel so fucking weak and pathetic

 

[Ferret]

Meh.

 

[TimeTheTaleWereTold]

exhausted in every possible way. physically, mentally, whatever. just got home from an awful shift at work where i ended up crying on my manager's shoulder because she's too observant and knew something was wrong even though i'm very good at masking. :-(

 

[Lady Lazarus 2020]

im literally trying to distract myself from a full blown panic attack right now.

 

[Tats31]

im literally trying to distract myself from a full blown panic attack right now.

Nothing worse just breathe deep breaths

Nothing worse just breathe deep breaths

Nothing worse just breathe deep breaths

I suffer with anxiety attacks the whole world closing in on me very scary

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Drained. Literally. Don't ask.

 

[Jean4]

Suicidal

 

[Carina]

Suicidal... but that's kind of an understatement.

 

[Lady Lazarus 2020]

Nothing worse just breathe deep breaths


I suffer with anxiety attacks the whole world closing in on me very scary

thank you for responding and caring :-). do you have them often?

 

[Tats31]

thank you for responding and caring :-). do you have them often?

Yeah week in week out I try and focus on other stuff anything

 

[LittleJem]

thank you for responding and caring :-). do you have them often?

I've heard Benadryl can help with panic attacks. I don't suffer them and haven't tried it. Also some research on Inositol (which is a natural sugar). I'm always researching as sucks to depression and anxiety.

My word is: ExhaustoUseless.

Too tired to get up and take the pills that aren't working anymore...

 

[a.n.kirillov]

I am relaxed (alcohol) wish I could always be as relaxed as right now (without alcohol).

 

[one4all]

Utterly destroyed

 

[Lady Lazarus 2020]

I've heard Benadryl can help with panic attacks. I don't suffer them and haven't tried it. Also some research on Inositol (which is a natural sugar). I'm always researching as sucks to depression and anxiety.

My word is: ExhaustoUseless.

Too tired to get up and take the pills that aren't working anymore...

"ExhaustoUseless." Brilliant word!

 

[BPD Barbie]

Frustrated. Cut for the first time in maybe a week or 10 days. Might not sound a lot but I was doing it almost daily and had been doing well to resist the urge.

 

[Tats31]

Frustrated. Cut for the first time in maybe a week or 10 days. Might not sound a lot but I was doing it almost daily and had been doing well to resist the urge.

What caused you to startagain

 

[BPD Barbie]

What caused you to startagain

Some frustration today around meds and doctors.

 

[TimeTheTaleWereTold]

Frustrated. Cut for the first time in maybe a week or 10 days. Might not sound a lot but I was doing it almost daily and had been doing well to resist the urge.

don't be frustrated with yourself - cutting is an addiction that's near impossible to break. sending love to you

 

[BPD Barbie]

don't be frustrated with yourself - cutting is an addiction that's near impossible to break. sending love to you

Thank you Been doing it for 15 odd years, trying to cut down, excuse the pun, on it but it's such a deep seated habit within me.

 

[Tats31]

Some frustration today around meds and doctors.
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Frustration is a big trigger for me

Thank you ❤ Been doing it for 15 odd years, trying to cut down, excuse the pun, on it but it's such a deep seated habit within me.

Good advice I went for years then boom started again after a shit few months

 

[BabyYoda]

Blank.
For some reason I'm waiting for the time I'll feel completely shit again

 

[Banquo501]

Finally had a good nights sleep, but have woken up feeling more depressed and empty than I have done for the last week or so.

 

[jimbob1000]

drained, cant wait for bed time just to escape reality for a bit

 

[BabyYoda]

Like I know that I shouldn't be thinking of that thing but I am

I know that I need to wait for love but god for how long am I gonna wait

Self love isn't the same at all it's like putting money into an envelope and mailing it to yourself

You fool no one but yourself

 

[TheOA]

I am miserable and I wish I was at peace.

This. Exactly this.