Minegelina

Minegelina

I love you all
Feb 20, 2023
3
I feel sad at the image of my dad huddled over, crying after I ctb. It feels disturbing to imagine because it could become a reality, but I’m not planning on doing anything because of him. Plus, there are the kids whom i’ve been going to the same school with for 6 years and less.
I wish that I could have the ability to make everyone forget about me so i could peacefully ctb.
 
kumographic

kumographic

your eyes vacant and stained
Feb 9, 2023
25
im getting more and more tired and unmotivated. hesitant about cbt once again.
 
imcadt99

imcadt99

Member
Feb 23, 2023
50
I guess procrastination, if that is the right word? And all of the anxiety that comes with it. Like I have the inevitable assignment that is to CTB yet I keep procrastinating on it due to my fragmented mental state.
 
MentalStefan

MentalStefan

Loser
Jul 3, 2022
240
I'm moderately drunk, miserable & unhappy. I'm angry with all the people around me. Why must they be so mean to me? I feel like everyone's laughing at me or try to mock me. It's so unfair... They won't let me be who I want to. I think I am not a bad person so why does it keep happening to me? I don't know anymore longer if it's real or it's only my paranoia.
 
BornTheWrongSex

BornTheWrongSex

I have no empathy for privileged people.
Apr 19, 2022
2,296
Source Energy

Source Energy

I want to be where people areN'T...
Jan 23, 2023
708
Empty. Resigned.
 
CantWait2D1E

CantWait2D1E

Archaon, Herald of the Apocalypse
Dec 24, 2022
146
Bored. Feel like I’ve experienced everything worth experiencing.
 
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ShadowsFall

Lost and forgotten
Jul 15, 2021
173
Rather annoyed. The tenants in the upstairs unit of the house I reside in are obnoxiously loud. I rarely hear the adults, but the kids are a constant. The excessive noise and vibrations go on anywhere between 7am to 1am (most active between 5pm and 12:30am). This is a rather old house that was built in the late 1800s, so there will be some obvious noise. I have a curio cabinet in the next room, and I can actually hear it vibrate when the kids are jumping off the furniture(?), or body slamming each other, which is also constant. Kids by nature are going to be loud and active, but It sounds like the adults just let the kids run amok upstairs without any control. I haven't said anything to either the landlord or upstairs party yet, due to just recently moving into this place. Unfortunately my communication skill at times sucks, and I can unintentionally come off as aggressive. :meh:
 
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ShadowsFall

Lost and forgotten
Jul 15, 2021
173
Burnt out and stressed. I hate myself for putting myself in the current predicament I am in.
 
LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,913
I am Angry and confused, l thought someone was a friend but they turned out to be just another vain self deluded hypocrite! Such a shame, The world could be a Beautiful place but it's been fouled by the putrid soul's of the Damned.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
3,419
I'm SO tired this morning and I have so much work to do. I wish I had more energy and motivation.
 
Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
687
I feel like absolute shit rn
Keep dwelling in the past. Running the same events through my mind again and again
Probably will go for another walk to ease my mind
 
unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,143
I feel like absolute shit rn
Keep dwelling in the past. Running the same events through my mind again and again
Probably will go for another walk to ease my mind
haven't been a walk since i saw ryan jordan last year.
 
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