Discussion How are you choosing where to ctb?

[LilBird]

I am planning to use the SN method and am now working out all of the details for this including location. My first option is to ctb at home and would probably be found 24 hrs after I ctb (no one would be home but my dog). Second option is a hotel, just let them know I do not need a maid or anything like that during my stay.

What are your options and thoughts on this? I would love to hear others plans on this topic.

 

[timelag]

what does SN means?

anyway i would just suggest somewhere hight, spend the day in hiking and do it under the star, it's none of your problem who or when you gonna be found

 

[LilBird]

what does SN means?

anyway i would just suggest somewhere hight, spend the day in hiking and do it under the star, it's none of your problem who or when you gonna be found

Sodium nitrite

 

[timelag]

I'm truly a noob

btw yep i confirm my opinion of doing it lookin for the last time to the stars, enjoying the nature in it's immortality but anyway is your choiche

 

[LingeringUnreal]

Home is more comfortable for me thinking about overall because outdoors or hotel or whatever I think has too many variables for me to feel comfortable with (housekeeping, random manager checks, and outdoors where I live there's a lot of hikers). The downside is if you live with other people or just really hate where you live, might be nice to go somewhere else...

 

[steviewonder]

It wouldn't be anywhere else but at home. Fuck getting found outside. I'll probably end up on youtube
I'm sorry the dog has to see you

 

[FuneralCry]

I like the sound of an isolated nature location, far away from any people, but it is likely I will ctb in the house as that is the most convenient for me. I wish you the best.

 

[wanttogetonthebus]

I'd prefer a hotel to be honest, but that's more impractical and more things are likely to go wrong with that method. My family would be suspicious if I went to a hotel which is my primary concern. The best time to CTB would be when my family goes on vacation leaving me home alone. It's a shame though my body will be stinking up the room for a few days which is why a hotel would have been optimal. But not failing is the most important thing.

 

[LilBird]

I'd prefer a hotel to be honest, but that's more impractical and more things are likely to go wrong with that method. My family would be suspicious if I went to a hotel which is my primary concern. The best time to CTB would be when my family goes on vacation leaving me home alone. It's a shame though my body will be stinking up the room for a few days which is why a hotel would have been optimal. But not failing is the most important thing.

The people around me are about to leave town I've chosen that week for me

 

[wanttogetonthebus]

The people around me are about to leave town I've chosen that week for me

If only our families were leaving at the same time. I'll have to wait until my folks leave town too. I'm not trying to discourage you in any way, but don't feel pressured when the time comes. Only you know your own circumstances the best, so make the decision that's right for you. I'll be supporting you all the way!

 

[jimmy7754]

I want to jump off something.

 

[WrongPlaceWrongTime]

Currently my choice is to do it during a hike, in an area where few people go and where my body cannot be seen. I can't do it in house due to family always being there, though I do practice at home (tying the knots and all). I'd prefer for my family not to see my corpse.

 

[gr1lledcheese]

I am planning to use the SN method and am now working out all of the details for this including location. My first option is to ctb at home and would probably be found 24 hrs after I ctb (no one would be home but my dog). Second option is a hotel, just let them know I do not need a maid or anything like that during my stay.

What are your options and thoughts on this? I would love to hear others plans on this topic.

I don't have a dog, but if I did I wouldn't be able to leave them without knowing they'd have someone to take care of them.
I plan to get a hotel room for approximately three days. I don't like spending the money, but I don't want to do it at a friends house - especially since the friend I'll be staying with has two dogs who will probably be able to tell that something is wrong and alert their owner.

 

[LilBird]

I don't have a dog, but if I did I wouldn't be able to leave them without knowing they'd have someone to take care of them.
I plan to get a hotel room for approximately three days. I don't like spending the money, but I don't want to do it at a friends house - especially since the friend I'll be staying with has two dogs who will probably be able to tell that something is wrong and alert their owner.

My mom would take my dog and its set up to where my dog is taken care of

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I'm gonna try to do it somewhere outside, I don't trust my house or any hotels. I live close enough to the ocean that I could also combine SN with drowning just to really seal the deal. There's plenty of ways I could go about this.

 

[Crazy4u]

choosing a location is not easy. In the beginning I was like @WrongPlaceWrongTime , but I watched many videos about this and decided to CTB in my covered car

 

[NormaJeane]

The method determines the location.

 

[Mobius1launch]

My old boss at a 5-star hotel was a real hard-ass prick and a penny pinching HR darling -- and even I felt sorry for the guy when I heard from a night auditor that he once had to escort a guest out of a room with security, only to personally discover the guest hung himself.

The pain is going to be passed on to others anyway... but I get to choose how. I would never want an innocent person to come across or have to deal with raw flesh. Shotgun in my kitchen? Inside a crowded mall or at an intersection? What legacy would that be? I think my empathy is demonstrative of my behavior.

"Shit has been sucking real hard for mobius1launch for his whole life -- and though his suicide hurts us, his friends and family, god damnit he had the decency to walk far into the woods with his phone's data on -- whereas only police and forensics and coroners and people trained with this shit were able to triangulate him and remove his body."

That's the money. That's how I choose to do it.

Sorry for the wall of text. I wrote this all mostly for me to get out of my head, and not really for you to read. I joined this forum and the Telegram chat a month ago and it has been freeing in ways I don't even grasp yet.

 

[Bedrock48]

Whatever feels most comfortable for you would be the best option.

If I don't change methods (CO) I'll be out in a tent in the woods. I mainly chose the place because I know wild campers sometimes times stop and fires and stoves are allowed. Both of these mean its less likely I'll be moved on by any rangers or police that may be around.

Ideally I'd love the to ctb the bus at home or in hospital but both would not work for CO or even hanging.

 

[ikadasui]

There is a lone dead tree near my house that I've always liked it. It's not very big and surrounded by nothing but dirt all by its lonesome self so in a way that tree reminds me of myself. I figure it could use a friend and when I go it will be right under it

 

[eve2004]

I live alone. So home. No one will know until my body starts rotting.

 

[outrider567]

I live alone. So home. No one will know until my body starts rotting.

Yeah, it'll be a few days before anyone finds me also

 

[freevoid]

Unfortunately I live with parents. But when the time comes I would encourage them to go on a little holiday, then do it at home and send a delayed text for ambulance. Leave enough food and water for the cat for many days.

 

[scaredycat84]

I am planning to use the SN method and am now working out all of the details for this including location. My first option is to ctb at home and would probably be found 24 hrs after I ctb (no one would be home but my dog). Second option is a hotel, just let them know I do not need a maid or anything like that during my stay.

What are your options and thoughts on this? I would love to hear others plans on this topic.

Motel, book for 3 days after, leave a sign in the door for house keeping, no need to ruin the maids day by accidentally walking in on the after math.