danivodka5
Did I ever tell you the definition of Insanity?
- Jul 9, 2025
- 22
Its a question I ask myself lately and I wonder how other users might feel.
The thought of trying something at my home disgusts me, I have always seen my home as a prision where I couldnt
escape, sitting there everyday, one day after another, doing the exact same shit.
Although the idea of my parents watching me dead giggles and comforts me, being their second&third son dead.
But what about me? I have to choose either to leave with resentment and revenge or leave in peace.
Because after all, I could go to the nearest beach as a family trip with my cousin (whose been the only one who has heard me and understand me at all.)
and end it all there, resting alone, wich doesnt sound bad at all.
I would also have to keep in mind this might traumatize her, but its a sacrifice I would have to assume.
The thought of trying something at my home disgusts me, I have always seen my home as a prision where I couldnt
escape, sitting there everyday, one day after another, doing the exact same shit.
Although the idea of my parents watching me dead giggles and comforts me, being their second&third son dead.
But what about me? I have to choose either to leave with resentment and revenge or leave in peace.
Because after all, I could go to the nearest beach as a family trip with my cousin (whose been the only one who has heard me and understand me at all.)
and end it all there, resting alone, wich doesnt sound bad at all.
I would also have to keep in mind this might traumatize her, but its a sacrifice I would have to assume.
