How Am I Supposed To Accept The Fact That I Can't Die

[lemonandcapers]

Right now I'm just using alcohol and weed to cope, but I am having trouble coming to terms with the fact that I can't CTB, not without risking permanent brain damage and making my situation worse.

I genuinely feel miserable living. I have tried various medications, therapists, exercise, hobbies, social connection... you name it. I want nothing but for all of this to be over, but that's not an option.

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

Sometimes I feel the same all I can do is live for myself and deal with it I wish I was never born sometimes or died in my sleep not having to worry about anything anymore.

 

[myra]

I feel the same there is no easy way to ctb