Discussion hospitalization before CTB?

[minsolive]

I'm considering being hospitalized. I don't think it would help anything but maybe it would comfort my family knowing I have it one last try? I hate the idea of telling anybody I have a plan, even if I don't tell them what the plan is. but my mom can tell i'm suffering and keeps asking me if I want to try hospitalization again. it was horrible last time but i feel so guilty leaving her behind. do you think it would bring her comfort if i tried the hospital before CTB? or would it make it worse for her? i'm not sure what to do.. i know it won't help me even if i do go.

 

[isthisthingon]

I'm considering being hospitalized. I don't think it would help anything but maybe it would comfort my family knowing I have it one last try? I hate the idea of telling anybody I have a plan, even if I don't tell them what the plan is. but my mom can tell i'm suffering and keeps asking me if I want to try hospitalization again. it was horrible last time but i feel so guilty leaving her behind. do you think it would bring her comfort if i tried the hospital before CTB? or would it make it worse for her? i'm not sure what to do.. i know it won't help me even if i do

If you think a hospitalization could help you, why not?

 

[squiddedoutt]

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[Thisiscertainlyause]

I agree with isthisthingon, if you think it would help go for it! if you do decide to, I hope it goes well for you and is better than your last experience!!