inkmage333
dead girl walking
- Feb 18, 2025
- 139
So I got hospitalized last December, and as of now, my family is still trying to deal with the bills.
We managed to get the ambulance bill ($600+ USD, by the way) forgiven but now we still have to deal with the psych ward bills and the ER bills...the former of which is particularly hard to deal with because they're stupid hard to contact by phone.
Worst part? All of this adds up to $18k+ USD. I feel horrible that I made my family deal with such a large bill. This isn't the first time we had to deal with it, but the fact that we even have to deal with it at all is what's getting me.
Failed suicide is fucking expensive, man. Next time I attempt I need to make sure I die for good and don't have to be hospitalized at all. Because I still can't bear to be alive, no matter what.
We managed to get the ambulance bill ($600+ USD, by the way) forgiven but now we still have to deal with the psych ward bills and the ER bills...the former of which is particularly hard to deal with because they're stupid hard to contact by phone.
Worst part? All of this adds up to $18k+ USD. I feel horrible that I made my family deal with such a large bill. This isn't the first time we had to deal with it, but the fact that we even have to deal with it at all is what's getting me.
Failed suicide is fucking expensive, man. Next time I attempt I need to make sure I die for good and don't have to be hospitalized at all. Because I still can't bear to be alive, no matter what.
